What i want to do , i will do.

2008-04-27T22:26:00.000-07:00

relink . http://candymassacre.blogspot.com

2008-03-22T04:12:00.000-07:00

RIGHT...
at library again .
HAAA .,,
i am boredd .
no , seriously .
i dont even know what this is about .
oh . the nanjing briefing was seriously screwed this week .
some people PISSED the teacher till he went home ~.~
and because of those particular people , ,we have to write a four hundred word essay on the nanjing massacre . RIGHT ...
is it chinese or english , i dont know .
EMO-ing .
no money buy comic/books/clothes/shoes and every other whatever things .
i need a building .
the higher the better .

TATA PEOPLE .

2008-03-06T21:58:00.000-08:00

YA , I KNOW THIS BLOG IS DEAD .
PARDON MY CRAZY LOCO COMPUTER .

anyways , i feel darn irritated today .
i effing hate my class .
super disorganised .
the shift also never ask if we that time can make it or not .
than we suppose to do the stall right , they slacking .
some disappear somemore .
FUCKERSSS .
anyways , got back progress card .
feel like jumping off a tall tall building .
geog and lit A1 <33
english was a2 .
home econs too .
was like wa de .
i was jus hoping that my mayonnaise with keema wouldnt harm the teacher ...

OH , AND BTW . I AM THE LIBRARY .
OH . I HATEEEEEEEE SOME PEOPLE IN MY NANJING GROUP .
I WISH THEY WOULD ALL DIEE .
*evil smile*

2008-01-24T23:14:00.000-08:00

MY COM IS BACK <33
I AM BACK .
beware (;

2007-12-15T20:57:00.000-08:00

mehhs . going suntec x33 .
my fwen say theres a bookfest or something like that .
i am a sucker for books . sue me .
post of denicia birthday tonight/tomorrow .
photos x33

2007-12-08T23:20:00.000-08:00

yes . i am still alive . surprised ?

anyways , this few days have been pure slacking . SHIIOK .

shiok yes , but tiring , in a way .

coz every night is chao late sleep , but before ten i will usually wake up .

like maybe three times in five days .

cox used to early waking up .

ZZ . its sian de lo . wan sleep cannot sleep .

anyways ..

i got a new keyboard . its not dirty . the letters are not faded , and its not as stiff as my other keyboard .

YAY .

that sounded bleedy fake

anyways , went out on mon (thats six days before) with wenmin , suian , lipin and kenneth .

went to suntec .

met at yck first , than was like abit early for once in my bleedy life . super proud of self .

but in the end is wenmin , who ask me early , late =\ .

pro de lo . but suian most pro . always early de .

took train to suntec , was blardy crowded , so somehow , kenneth and suian ended five doors away from us . talked on train , leg damn tired .

reached le hou , we go eat . had a hard time finding foodcourt ==

like some nubbs de lo .

actually wanted to eat carls junior . but too ex .

so we immigrated to the foodcourt .

ate some teriyaki chicken with japanese curry thing .

the curry was nice . the chicken was nice .

than we went to watch ENCHANTED . and i loved it .

though its kinda sappy . to me laa .

the singing is so cute =/ and the curtain to dress thing .

than we went walkwalk . and went to the KOIGARDEN !

feed kois . DUHHS . than what .

got turtles , and they all so cute =/ like small tiny adorable things .

and my fwen eats turtle BAHHS .

evil .

than fri went to llp house to do homework . only managed to finish maths .

coz we are ... short attention span people =/

played audition .

holidays ARE BORING .

the computer is starting to URK ME .

so long ~ i should attack the ps2 ... soon .

2007-12-02T01:10:00.000-08:00

playing final fantasy x-2 .

addicted o__O

already at chap5 , but only 30+ level ==

really must chiong , or all the mobs gonna kill le =/

and the boss will really be undefeatable .T_T

its a love story de lo =/

and the "concerts" song damn nice =D

bought the book twilight .

its really good =D .

i having a big craving for icecream la .

tmr going suntec .

will post =D

2007-11-28T06:18:00.000-08:00

1] do the following WITHOUT complain.
2] choose 5 people to do this after you have completed yours.
3] leave a tag on the person's tagbox to say he/she has been tagged.
4] share your post with; I have been tagged!
I HAVE BEEN TAGGED by WENMIN;KENNETH .

FAVOURITE...
colour: black;PINK;white
food: BITTERchocolate
movie: THRILLERS
sport: netBALL
day: WEEKENDS
season: SNOWINGseason
icecream: MINTT<3

CURRENT...
mood: TIRED;teary
clothes: shirt;SHORTS
desktop: FINALFANTASYXII
time: 10.27pm
surrounding: room o.o
annoyance: shoutingCOUSINS

FIRST...
best friend: FORGOTFORGOT
crush: FORGOT
movie: winniethePOOH
lie: "NOT ME! is meimei"T___T
music: TWINKLETWINKLELITTLESTAR

LAST...
drink: APPLEJUICE<3
car ride: FORGOT
crush: feel like CRUSHING you =D
phone call: mehhsmehhs CALLED
CD played: MYCHEMICALROMANCE-theblackparade

HAVE YOU EVER...
dated one of your good friends: NO
broken the law:GUMGUM . and DRINKING .
been arrested: NO
been on television: NO
kissed someone you dont know: NO

RANDOM5 things you're good at:
1; BREATHING
2; CRYING(cried at ice age 2 o___O)
3; WRITING(very chao choumei =D)
4; READING(speedREADING)
5; SLEEPING

4 things you've done today:
1; WALK
2; CHIONGdrama
3; SLEEP
4; DRINK

3 things you hear right now:
1; WHYWHYLOVE in the background
2; NDS
3; PEOPLEtalking

5 people to tag...
1] HANNAH
2] PEIMIN
3] MEI
4] SHARON
5] DUNNOLE==

HEEHEES ~

2007-11-20T01:06:00.000-08:00

taken from suian's blog . which she took from mei's blog o__0

A
[x] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.{sometimes}
[x] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.{fell off the roof of a playground once ._.}
[] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[x] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.{open spaces . makes me feel small ><}
[] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of choking.
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
[ ] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.
[x] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.{too much maths gives me a headache}
[x] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening.{thunder}
[x] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.{i cant sleeping knowing my things are out of irder ~.~}
[x] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.{things around me .}
[] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[] Autophobia - Fear of being alone.

B
[] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes.
[] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[] Belonephobia - Fear of pins and needles.
[] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.{ROFL . i love books >.>}
[] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

C
[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[x] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed.{>< yupps .}
[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
[] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.{nope . I LOVE THEM =X}
[] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.{imagine if someone has this , and fear of books o.o}
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
[ ] Dystychiphobia - Fear of accidents.

E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[ ] Entomophobia - Fear of insects.
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.

G
[ ] Gamophobia - Fear of marriage.
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[ ] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women.

H
[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.
[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.
[ ] Homophobia- Fear Of Homosexuals
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water.

I
[ ] Iatrophobia - Fear of doctors.
[x] Insectophobia - Fear of insects.{ncluding ants}

K
[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.

L
[ ] Leukophobia - Fear of the color white.
[ ] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
[ ] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.

M

[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things.
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.

N
[x] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things.{dead things . i got traumatised when i saw a dead rat . like . week whole nightmares >.> }
[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night.{I EMBRACE THE NIGHT =D}
[ ] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.

O
[ ] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight.
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
[ ] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.
[ ] Ostroconaphobia - Fear of seafood.

P
[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
[ ] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children.
[ ] Philophobia - Fear of love.
[ ] Phobophobia - Fear of phobia.
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet.
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[ ] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying.
[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire.

S
[ ] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.{MEMEME ! ...ok . maybe not}
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.
[ ] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.
[ ] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep.{siao =.=''}

T
[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology.
[ ] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
[ ] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.

V-Z
[ ] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.
[ ] Verminophobia - Fear of germs.
[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.
[ ] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers or foreigners.
[ ] Zoophobia - Fear of animals.

2007-11-20T00:39:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME =D

OK . tat was cold and lame =D
anyways .
i finished devil beside you =D .
cried de lo .
now watching it started with a kiss .
than will watch why why love =D
yay .
random . coz i dun feel like posting ~.~

2007-11-17T01:49:00.000-08:00

THREE MORE DAYS WOOOHOO =X
those who knows whats going on . <333

ytd went to clementi .
tio dragged to my cousin's k2 graduating thingthing .
you know the dancing thing ==
ya , that one .
its like chao cute de l0h .
you imagine ><
than went back home in taxi .
the uncle chao talkative .
slept awhile , mum talk to the uncle .
and than talk to my fren on fone .
i put down fone . than the uncle ask
your boyfriend ah ==
SUPER BUSYBODY CAN .

today audi like keesiao .
met nice people =D

男人不坏女人不爱。

2007-11-15T19:45:00.000-08:00

FOUR MORE DAY . AYEEAYEEE .
for those who knows whats going on . i gonna love you for the rest of my life =D

ok .
this wed i watched amazing race mahhs .
and now i am in love with it >.>
i last time thought amazing race is super bohliao de show la .
xD
AUDITION LVL16 .CLUBBER LE .
ohyeah BAYBEEE =X
chiong until head spinning @.@
today ghost whisperer last ep T__________T

say that you love me
say that you care ~

2007-11-14T22:36:00.000-08:00

FIVE MORE DAYS <33
to what ? thats a secret xD

okok . i didnt post yesterday , even though i said i would post tomorrow in the previous post . so this somehow the tomorrow of the tomorrow .
ok... last thursday went to watch BEEMOVIE .
i love it <3
and lotslotslots of fun on the way too .
THANKS YOU GUYS =3
anyways , i am HOOKED on anime ==
i watching on crunchyroll and youtube .
ITS DRIVING ME BONKERS .
watching Saiunkoku Monogatari , Lucky Star , The Melancholy Of Haruhi Suzumiya and Chrno Crusade .
and on the other hand , watching devil beside you and it started with a kiss when not on the computer .
XDD .
playing devil may cry and final fantasy XII too .
and reading lots of thick and weepy romance xD
OH . I LOVE THE HOLS .
<33
and long sleeping time is a good thing too .

2007-11-13T04:13:00.000-08:00

MY NEWEST OBSESSION . A.B.S .
ALL BECAUSE OF D.GRAY-MAN .
YAY . YAY . YAY . GOT TO GO . JUST WANTED TO TELL EVERYONE =D

2007-11-12T16:30:00.000-08:00

SEVEN MORE DAYS . WOOHOO =X
bahhs . no mood post. keep audition .
and will post properly tmr .
watched heroes ytd .
freakout .

2007-11-06T01:03:00.000-08:00

BOREDD .

boredd .

randomness XD

nothing to do lohhs . replaying final fantasy XII (balthier is love)

and rewatching taiwan dramas >.>

rewatching wang zi bian qing waa .

== lame right . oh nbbm .

audition finally 160k !

earning 300k , than i can buy my overall .

HAPPYHAPPY .

nothing to say . LOL

2007-11-03T07:57:00.000-07:00

changed skin =x
thats all . no time to post .
linked more people >.> shall continue ... soon .

lets just all go die .

2007-11-01T04:01:00.000-07:00

MY HAIR LOOKS FUGLY .
the end .

2007-10-29T07:45:00.000-07:00

happyhappy .
but for all the wrong reasons
went to vivo to find my ahyi >.>
coz i going her house to stay =D .
i lovelovelove pageONE .
coz they have some many comics i cant find .
THE WHOLE DNANGEL SERIES =X
i bought physco buster one and chao ren qi honey one .
BUT SOMEHOW . its all decent covers and super cute characters .
but inside . ITS . ohlala . SMEXINESS .
i will just pretend that i didny say anything , and you didnt hear anything =D
and i bought a book . a book i said .
ITS A VAMPIRE HUNTRESS SERIES . AND ITS NOT BUFFY .
its anita ... i think .
than , i was waiting for ahyi to xia ban mahhs .
than i see got this section about plays and something .
than i finding romeo and juliet the play mahhs .
coz i suddenly feel like reading it >.>
than . i saw this bigbig thickthick book .almost all of shakespears(sp?) play
and alotalot of things .
i wam buy de >.>
its one hundred and nine dollars .
HOLY BANANAS .
no hope la .
and .
dance online RULES .
tata <3

A glooming peace this morning with it brings
The sun, for sorrow, will not show his head:
Go hence, to have more talk of these sad things;
Some shall be pardon'd, and some punished:
For never was a story of more woe
Than this of Juliet and her Romeo.

2007-10-27T06:54:00.000-07:00

damn sad T_______________________T

yy must de bleedy person wan banding ?

do you know how it broke my little hart =x

to seperate from the people who made me grow up

learn new things .

who made me laugh , till my stomach ached .

who made me so happy to be with them .

the people who taught me things more important than studies .

who comfort me when i cry .

and make me laugh again .

who cared , who did not turn their back , never had .

how every second with them is so enjoyable , and so memorable .

forever etched into my mind .

like a never ending film playing .

like a never ending song on a record .

the ones who made me from the blur bookworm to the semi-hyper person i am now .

the times we enthu-ed together or precious .

others may find us weird , loose screws maybe ,

but we had each other . we didnt need anyone else .

thanks for defending me when someone scolded me .

for helping copy de answers .

for comforting me when i quarreled with my mum .

i couldnt thank you enough .

i want you all to know that the time with you all was one of the best phase of my life .

i will never forget what we did . what we said , and how we always laughed with each other .

i will miss you all =(

goodbye , but not forever ,

thanks for all the memories you all have given me .

i will treasure them with my life .

- Goh Rachael 05 oneGRACER'07

and i see the memories in my mind

flooding past like a river

etched forever in my mind

a endless record , played all the time

2007-10-20T06:02:00.000-07:00

hihi =/=/
changed my blogskin , coz my com cant get to the old de ==
will still put total eclipse of the heart as the song =/
or maybe not == put as second de .
=D .

mon;
no school .
got dragged to the beach again =D
this time , we stayed over an hour .
COOL RIGHT ? =x
you didnt see that .
was damn fun .
than the tide suddenly super big la .
scare people ==
go home , use com , and read . see , i so good de =x

tues;
hmmmms . . . i cant remember ==

wed;
art fest .
quite fun la . actually .
SUIAN GOGO XD
had alot of performances thingthing
I LOVED THE SALSA DANCERS =D
DAMN CHIO LA . i mean de dance ==
not the dancers .
NO OFFENCES =D
got alot of other thingthing too . cant rmb much ==

thur;
STOMACH FLUUUUUU .
so no go school . heard they watch the incredibles .
bleedy boring show .
slacked at home =D
use computer , chiong audition .
LVL15 BAYBEEE .
effing happy .
one more lvl to clubber =D
was shocked i passed license >.>
chinese lady lei . WTF .
that song rocks la .
BUTBUTBUT , THE DOG BARKING DAMN IRRITATING ==
woofwoofwoofwoofwoof
FUCK U LA ==
i last 30secs do 5 perfs ==
SCARE PEOPLE .
tot will fail .

fri;
go school .
in the hall whole day .
SIIANNN .
stomach pain after recess .
for whole day la .WTF .
than watch HSM .
than we sing along la . fun siiiia .
they keep go out of tune .
><><><
than watched secret .
FUCKING NICE CAN =D
but i still rather play de harp >.>

sat;
fell down ytd .
knee swollen FUCK LA . CANT WALK PROPERLY .
go out with frens .
GIRLGUIDE COOKIE RAWKS
damn bleedy nice la .
chocomint la .
borrowed books , coz i am a nerd at heart .
heehee =D
ahyi help me buy 3 dgrayman book .
EFFING HAPPPYY =D .

THIS concludes my bleedy random post .
SO LONG AND GOODNIGHT .

this is side one
flip me over
i know i'm not your favourite record
the songs you come to like
never stick at first
and i am writing you the chorus
and here is your verse

2007-10-14T17:33:00.000-07:00

lawls .
its like eight thirty on mon .
and i am blogging , when i should be sleeping ==
coz my cousin too noisy -.- ;
so gan chui wake up la . whatever .

sun;
went to sunplaza and find lipin .
than she buy her harvest moon . <3
i also wan play =(
but i wait for the girl version .
but all the guys like damn ugly ==
almost two got something like elvis hair hair .
piakpiak . stupid producers .
the girl chio got what use ,
i wan shuai ge =/
ok . that was random. .
than lipin kee siao == suddenly wan go beach .
than i pei her go la , we buy large kfc drink , than take bus go sembawang park , which has a beach .
than it was like , we only stay for what ? half an hour ==
lol . but quite kayys la .
we like just let the waves wash against our legs , than lipin wan throw stone to the sea , see can jump not .
results .
hers jump one time .
mine FAILED ==
than we tried and tried la .
i cannot la ==
lipin got another pass de . =/
than we lay out mine magazine sit on it ==
coz old issue de .
than we fold boat la .
mine float until very long .
hers awhile jiu capsize le . muhahahahahahahahas .
than we go back sunplaza , go eat .
than go library slack , coz she want play her ds .
than i read my comic .
than i go home . than is like , my room light spoil ==
play audi in the dark la . WTH .
cannot see what i typing .
than give up , go back my ahyi house .
coz my alot of things still at her there ==
okok . i go surf the web lerhhs .
see ya later <3

Total Eclipse of the Heart by westlife .
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tearsTurnaround, every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time)
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in you eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time)
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart

totally in love with the song =x
mehehehehehehes .

2007-10-12T20:42:00.000-07:00

CRAPPPP .
all guys are jerkss (for the exception of some)
well , i had a maple darr .
he doesnt live in sg , but in malaysia .
we started off as pure maple friends , than he ask me la .
he WAS quite a nice guy la . help me buy thing , train my character . all that crap .
than was like , he even though is like 30+ level higher than me , will always pei me de . and the weird thing is , we used to kerning pq together == so he train like damn fast .
than he will waste his own training time to train me at zombie lupin or whatever .
he will always rather help me buy good equips than upgrade his own weapons .
slowly , we exchanged handphone number , and msn .
we started off only smsing like , once a week or so .
than it became a daily thing .
he always called me darr in the smses , and ending them with muackks .
i seldom did that la , but to continue the maple thing , i did .
he was a funny guy , and sometimes send me those super mushy smses , but i knew they were not real , but they made me feel good .
we sms very random stuff . he can suddenly send me something like " bleh bleh bleh sianz " than the next sms would be " what u doin "
once , he sent me his photo (cant see de la == so dark) in the morning== , say to wake me up . LOL =/
he cheered me up when i was having my exams , esp before the maths paper .
he said he would enter the exam hall with me . LOL . even though it would not happen , it was a sweet gesture .
than , he had to immigrate to new zealand , for three years .
or so was his words .
we promised to continue to keep in contact , and i thought we would be just friends , even in maple , but he relentless continue smsing me , ending darr and muackks everywhere .
we made a pact to meet in sg , after he came back .
than i stopped playing maple , going to audition .
he stopped to , as he said he tio scam 15mil .
but we continued smsing and msning .
the day after my exams , i sent him a sms , like he asked me to .
he never replied . i waited for three days , than sent another one .
to be sure .
he still didnt reply .
i decided to ignore that , and log in to msn , only to find out he had deleted me .
i was hurt . dammit , i was hurt .
even though we were only online dating or something like that .
and knew the pact of meeting up most likely will not happen .
but he could atleast give me an explanation , send soomething like , good bye .
he didnt have to just disappear ,
i really feel hurt .
reallyreally hurt .
i am over him now , i sent him a sms , telling him i get it .
i guess , thats why they say online dating never worked .

I didn't know what I had to do
I just knew I was alone
People around me
But they didn't care
So I searched into my soul
I'm not the type of girl that will let them see her cry
It's not my style
I get by
See i'm gonna do this for me

2007-10-12T06:49:00.000-07:00

got all my results le .... =x

wed; marking day . went to vivo and find my ahyi and lend her ds .
she treated me to thai express =/
food was good , to me , spicy mahhs .
until my tongue no taste ==
than , help me buy two books =D .
DIMESTOREMAGIC and THESEVENSARCARMENT
something like that la .== .
than went home chiong pokemon diamond =D

thurs; RESULTSSS ,
shiok ah . as if ==
first was dt . FAILED BY ONE MARK .
damn sian de lohhs .
actually was 47 marks de , than is teacher miscount two marks .
no where to pull one more mark == sian laaaaaaaa .
than was ... english ! . quite pleased .
68/100 paper one and two .
LETTERWRITING pull me down T_T
my compo 24/30 , than letter writing 16/30 .
sian laaaa . than paper two is 48/something .
cant remember , =x
than was ... was wad ah ? ==
cant remember . oh ya , geog i think .
GEOG SUCKKKKKSS . 52/100 .
PASS LE ANYWAY .
literature happy =D
got 39/50 .
which is like , A1 =D .
first a1 of the exams . so was like happy till kee siao .

fri;
happy and sad .
first was maths .
got 51/100 .
paper 1 is 30/50
paper two obviously failed laaa .
cozcoz , teach mark very strict la . not our fault , kayys ? =x
than was art .
THAN WE ALL REBEL =D .
coz she == .
so diao laaa . talk so many extra things , wad her problem .
than was chinese .
DAMN HAPPY CAN . i actually got a A1 for paper2 ==
52.5/70 .
75 MARKS ! .
A1 ! .
AHHHHHHHHHHS . KEE SIAO .
than was science , passseedd .
63.5/100 .
super shocked . i thought will get 50+ ==
YAY . SA1 52.5 now 63.5 , 11 marks improvement .
than after school go wenmin house there .
hougang point la .
eat kfc , than go void deck play monkey with kenneth volleyball .
actually wan play volleyball , but raining == so at void deck try .
but void deck the ceiling too low . LOL . so we play monkey .
i most little time monkey . muhahahs .
which proves the people around me can catch balls really well =D

the songs you learn to like
never stick at first
so i writing you the chorus
and here is your verse

2007-10-09T16:51:00.000-07:00

today is marking day =D

wed la --

mon; had some sport thingthing at school

first half the day was ... some tchoku ball thing .

forgot spelling le . muhahahas .

was quite fun . though i suckked at it ==

and ahem . some people horhhs . if u dun wan to play .

dun need to like fine lurhhs , i play .

than halfway through the game , you all disappear ==

eii , WTF is ur problem ? =D

that after recess had the what cup stacking thing ==

quite fun at the starting .

than got boring .

but not easy lurhhs . need skill de ==

tue;

DIDNT GO KAYAking with the others ==

coz mum dun let . MEHHS .

lucky i got dragon boat before le == so not that out lurhhs .

went to my ahyi house lend her DS .

ya la . i know very old le la . my problem ==

play POKEMONdiamond .

YAY . fun .

== you think i siao le .

but i like mahhs =x

than is like , i choose the advance player pokemon .

coz i play since wad , blue version ==

my ahyi lend me her ds =D i go take later ~ go vivo find her ==

YAY . i can chiong lvl == .

wed; GOING AUDITION NOW =D .

seee you peeps <3

2007-10-06T03:43:00.000-07:00

WOOTS . EXAMS OVERRRRR .

as of yesterday =x

mon;
LIT AND MATHSSS .
suckks .
my correction tape died during LIT == diao . my paper was like MESSIIEE .
cancel cross all that .
and i was like ONE HOUR FOURTY FIVE MINUTE . sure alot of time <3
than i finished the set text in 1hr . PANICKED PANICKED .
45min to do the unseen . OH HOLY BANANAS . almost didnt finish .
maths . was easier than expected . BUT I THIS TYPE OF PERSON ... sure fail .
WOOTSWOOTS ); finished paper 15mins before time . a freaking record o.o

tues;
DT AND GEOG ...
-takes gun and shoot selfs-
DEADDD . ;( . my geog was like SHYTTT .
to me was like ultra HARDD .
ink ran ourt half way . is it a sign ? HMMS ...xD
DT . drew the two impt figures in halfhour . and not much time to finish others ..
and wan us to design a walking stick cum stool cum hook . ZZZ .
and , couldnt remember the movement thing . oscillating;linear;rotary and ???
CRAPP . and the pinion and watever . i worte PIVAL ==
OH LORDDD . FUCKED UP MAN .

wed;
MTMTMTMTMTMT .
spent the whole night trying to memorise the words .
couldnt write two . cant rmb . alot of people also DUNNO .
and got one word only my chinese class know .LOL . wenxin de xin .
paper was quite ok la . the compre was o.o .
the last line was what some people devils are released by thier angels .
UMMS . ???
LOL .
my compo sucks DICKK .
was like no ROFLMAO . funny ==
letter writing can say FLYAWAY .

thurs;
SCIENCE AND MATHS .
crappp .
MY SCIENCE SUCKSS . esp the physics part .
i was like 15 marks might as well FORGET IT LAA .
sure fail , why waste time ==
finished at round , 15mins before time . was a 1 hour and fourtyfive mins paper
MATHS SUCKSS . did damn poorly .
first question , PURE ALGEBRA . six marks . didnt even attempt .
than . got another one . surface area and total area de .
WRONG HEIGHT == whole question gone .
that is like 12 marks down the STINKY DRAIN ==

fri;
ART . drew MARCHEN AWAKENS ROMANCE characters .
damn hard for me , i am like a noob at drawing .
2and half hour later . FINISHEDD .
CWP . HERE WE COMEEEEEEEEE .
LOL . went with wenmin , lipin , suian . joey , mei , kenneth and javier o.o
wanted to watch movie de . but ... == no movie to watch .
so we go walkwalk .
than we decided wan to eat at jacks place . but . the student set was at onethirty .
we were there at eleventhirty .
== two hours to kill .
BOUGHT GELARE .. the orange sorbert RAWKSS .if got chance go try =)
than . we went walking .
wenmin bought her minutes to midnight .
grats ? ==
and ahem . PETEWENTZ IS MORE SHUAI THAN CHESTER BENNINGTON . RMB THAT .
MEHHS .
than . my bag was like CRAPP .
or something in my bag .
I WALK INTO THE SHOP ONLY HOR . THAN THE CENSOR WILL GO BEEPBEEPBEPP .
== EII , WHATtheFUCK ?
i think coz my ahyi gave me her shop de sample thing , than i never peel off the price tag o.o ''
so gonna clear my bag later , MEOWS .
than we go eat at jacksplace . we DAMN BLEEDY NOISY CAN =D .
than the waitress quite nice de =)
and got someones birthday . than we cheer for them .
THEY LIKE NO RESPONSE DE == NOT SPORTING DERRHHSS .
== ok . lol . that was randomm .=S .
than nothing much le .
AUDI WO LAI LE <3
oh ya , i chionging old movies o.o
anyone have ?
i watching underworld and mission impossible .
I FEEL LIKE A BUMPKIN .
but oh LALA . i love the guns <3
racing show rawks too .
NOTHING BETS A HANDSOME DUDE ON A CAR =D
but not if he dies in the first half of the show .
TATA PEOPLE (;

2007-09-28T18:36:00.000-07:00

fri;
TIAOHAIII ==
the EL paper quite hard larhhs .
and my compo too . kua zhang . ==
can go tiaohai coz ur best friend 'steal' u like de people mehhs ?
llp say very li pu .
SHE HERSELF SAY THE GIRL TIO BETRAY BY FRIEND , COZ FRIEND STEAL HER BF THAN GO TIAO LOU ==
hers la ==
than the letterwriting ... i never put my heart in it .
T_T
like CRAP .
thanthan , before second paper , GOT ONE FUCKING WEIRDO , TOO FREE LA . GO PLAY WITH THE FIRE ALARM . YOU FUCKER AH . YOU KNOW HOW DAMN HOT IS THE BLEEDY SUN NOT == AND ALSO , YOU WANT GO BACK LATER UR PROBLEM . I WAN GO BACK DE LA .FUCKER .
ok . need to relax ==
paper 2 got some repeated q ==
thats all . shall slack today =D

So wear me like a locket around your throat.
I'll weigh you down.
I'll watch you choke.
You look so good in blue.
You look so good in blue.
- fall out boy ; nobody puts baby in a corner

2007-09-27T01:29:00.000-07:00

mehhs . posting ==

exams comin le . i so worried =x

its like tmr la T_T and my algebra still ...zzz

whatever la~ overall and el must 50% can le .

they rest shui bian lai la .

mon;

DIAO . i ask euu all ahhs .

can get dc from wrong colour hairband de mehhs ?

my hairband somemore is not what bright pink , neon green .

its not even a pastel colour ==

ITS BROWN LA . WTF .

what is ur problem la . ==

lucky no dc == or else cant go out after school lurhhs .

than she FUCKING pro de lohhs .

from hairband colour and say until next time grow up marry the person .

say wad , you this type of attitude , next time grow up , all the good guys get stolen from the girls in other school lerhhs . i wan my gers to also be successful in life .

PEH . who is ur ger hurhhs ?
she is hairband colour - earring(extra one only also kb , all three diff no big deal wadd) - hair(fringe actually ==) and than what cannot compete with other school ger the appearance and wadd cock . WHATEVER LA . already say is other school right ==

tues;

cant remember . nothing happened .

wed;

umms ... cant remember still ==

thurs(today)

AHHHHHHS . damn funny ==

i bring mag today mahhs , old de , coz llp wan thew hei se hui mei mei de article .

than wemin , hannah , xueying , joey , llp ; denicia and me like kee siao

we take the scissors , than they start cutting and tearing the faces of people they dun like in the mag ==

which is like super many , as wenmin and hannah dun like those act cute guys or gers . than some of us have to 'protect' our idols face . CHAO LAME DE .

but damn it if it was not fun .

had a blast ! ><>

which is now in my school's dustbin ==

oneGRACE jyjy for EOY ! all the way ~

2007-09-23T02:15:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHS , why am i posting again ==
no idea . T_T i jus feel boredd .
AHHHHHHHHHHHH FOB RAwks =/
OK . TAT WAS RANDOM .
lol . i started listening to one of their OLDOLD songs .
SATURDAY! and i am in LOVE with it .
I LOVEEE the MUSCIVIDEO !
=/=/=/

PETEWENTZ !!!!
CLASSTEEEEE >>>
UMMS . my new house . very messy horhhs =/
lol . i cant find full version of saturday . later than find
LYRICSS .
I'm good to go
And I'm going nowere fast
It could be worse
I could be taking you there with me
I'm good to go
But it looks like I'm still on my own
I'm good to go
For something golden
Though the motions I've been going through have failed
And I'm coasting on potential towards a wall
At a hundred miles an hour
When I say...
Two more weeks
My foot is in the door (yeah)
I can't sleepIn the wake of Saturday (Saturday)
Saturday
When these open doors were open-ended
Saturday
When these open doors were open-ended
Pete and I attacked the laws of Astoria
with promise and precision and we'll mess up youthful innocence
And I read about the afterlife
But I never really lived more than an hour (more than an hour)
When I say...Two more weeks
My foot is in the door (yeah)
I can't sleep
In the wake of Saturday (Saturday)
Saturday
When these open doors were open-ended
Saturday yeah
When these open doors were open-ended
And I read about the afterlife
But I never really lived
And I read about the afterlife
But I never really lived
Two more weeks
My foot is in the door
Me and PeteIn the wake of Saturday
Saturday
When these open doors were open-ended
Saturday
When these open doors were open-ended
Saturday
Saturday oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

edit ; MY PICTURE SOT DIAO == .

2007-09-22T20:53:00.000-07:00

to hannah : THANKS ><>
to hannah : dun worry yaerhhs ? just be urself .
yala , thanks to hannah , wenmin , kenneth , lipin , suian , jan , joey xD .
will not post a worry to u guys anymore .
SMILE =D .
lol . random post .
MOVED HOUSE .
will post pic later or tmr .
NEED DO PACKING =/
LOVE<3

2007-09-19T01:50:00.000-07:00
I FEEL EMO .
EMOEMOEMOEMOEMO .
i dun wan study =/ i wan slack 24/7 and stare at computer until my eyes pop out .
i wan watch dramas until i blur .
i wan sleep till 2 in the afternoon .
AHHHS .
FUCK .

2007-09-16T11:13:00.000-07:00

AHHS .
WRAITH RAWKS .
lvl 48 le
MY CROMI ! CALAF ! T_T
finally .
LOL . abit hyper , paiisehss .
i studied geog for two hours .
YAY , happy .
random post . i just felt like posting .LOL .
Cause I see the sunlight whenever we touch
All day and all night is never too much
Afraid of my feelings and falling too deep
But everybody's had this happen one time or another
When you need someone to set your heart free
jojo . let it rain

2007-09-15T09:55:00.000-07:00

hmms . prepare for the unexpected .
i am studying =x
lol . lame right ? wadeva .
=___________________=
i studied for four straight hours , something i am very proud of =x
you could say it was pratically a miracle .
my mum buy de science book so hard o.o
cannot do the la . keesiao one =_____=
i was going to do the acids and alkalis part mahhs .
than ... science de book always give the summary right ?
the first thing i see is a table about types of acid
citric , carbonic , malic , tannic , ethanoic , lactic .
umms . HARH ? need learn this mehhs >_<
than nvm , i go do the questions .
the first question i still tahan
than the second question
the acid used in health salts and cake making is
a) tartaric acid b) sulphuric acid c) hydrochloric acid d) ethanoic acid .
UMMS . i even more blur la o.o i keep staring at the paper . than section b .
first question : metal plus dilute acid = ??? + ???
forget it =_+ i shall just read the textbook ~
must get the meaning of maths soon . or will sure fail ~
haiis , sian la .
maple lvl47 =/ 30%
woots . zombie lupin is my zui ai x3
lol lamee =_=
The tombstones were waiting
They were half-engraved
They knew it was over
Just didn't know the date
- FALLOUTBOY bangthedoldrums

- edited . i added some songs to the playlist .
mostly songs from animes i love >_<

2007-09-11T09:41:00.000-07:00

LENALEE cosplayer =/
maple only 30% ~ eeyer . no mood la .
doubt will have for the next few days .
T_____________T
coz of some level 13 begginer. =/
i was in a fine and dainty mood .
going to mushroom shrine to restock on fishcake and yakisoba .
ladida~ nothing much . heart pained on the money .
than first , got this hermit just ask if i was the one traning at some place .
i say no , he say baiibaii , than he flash jump away .
nothing strange .
thanthan
WALAO . i traumatized =/
he first said " EII , you from sg ahhs ? "
(i taking sg flag , can walk faster =/)
i was like ya F2 . must be kind mahhs .
he said he also .
than i F2 him again , than give him the ^^ face .
than he said and i quote " ONE DAY I GOING TO MARRY YOU "
than F2 and start F3ING meeee.
eeyyyerr !!!!!!!
i teleport so much till no mp la =_=
diskastinggg .

loveless rawks . i wan buy de next boookkk T_______T

2007-09-10T01:21:00.000-07:00

OMG =/
damnn broke .
bought d gray man 1 , loveless 1 .
FCKING EXPENSIVE =/
screams at self and bangs head on wall .
i think i should just die right here .
RIGHT NOW ;D

2007-09-09T09:20:00.000-07:00

ahhhs .
i was looking through photobucket .
and found this picture of someone cosplaying as lavi from DGRAYMAN .
DAMNNN NICE =/
kanda is cosplayed by gers .=/
well , he is considered a pretty boy . =D
maple lvl 46 for cleric
lvl 36 for hunter!
VICTORY! chiong ahhs .
damn shiok la =D
next level i can up invincible leee =D
than hunter next level bow booster !! =D
after invincible is BLESS (omgomgomg =/)
than bow booster lvl5 , I CAN UP SOUL ARROW ! =/
no need stock so much RED ARROWS LE .
BLOODY EXPENSIVE THINGS .
kenneth , that maple story DAMNN NICE =D
the one i try to write is CRAPPPP .
KO ONE still rawks .
though i only at ep 8~

2007-09-07T01:46:00.001-07:00

my maple finally lvl45 =/
happy . but also not .
3more lvls to cromi , blooody siiannzz .
anyways , ytd , i tried DRAWING =/

damn ugly =/
i not watchin goong s le , my goong s disc keesiiao +_=
i watchin ko one =/ which is damn nice ^^

2007-09-05T09:06:00.000-07:00

i went to watch ratouille(sp?)
is damn nice lohhs . LOVELOVE the rat =/
its so cute ... =/
love the scene where all the rats help to cook lohhs =/
damn cute .
i watching goong S .
wei xiao pasta finish le .
goong S damn blurr .
i have no idea what is going on =/
nvm , will try to understand =/ , and if not , i going to watch a game about love .
whatever that is =/

2007-09-03T08:19:00.000-07:00

omg =/
i watching wei xiao pasta =/
DAMN NICE HORHHS .
i know is not new la , but whatever .
=/
i lovelove the songs .
esp that xiaowugui de . OMG =/
lol .
if anyone got the song , and the what , bei ji xing de yan lei , please send me =/
thankks !
muackiies =/

edit : if you got any wei xiao pasta de song , please send =/
thankks ! =/

2007-09-01T23:27:00.000-07:00

ell0~
i am supersuper addicted to dgrayman .
an instead of watching it on art central , i am chionging it on youtube .
heehee .
the picture that person is LAVI .
my third favourite character =D.
the others cant find la .
first is kanda .
than is Tyki . who is a bad guy xpp .
a member of the noah family . he very shuai la =_=
and , if you go the links part of my blog , you will see a playlist .
consisting of dgrayman songs and FOB .
will find a easier to access blogskin soon .
LOVEX3

2007-08-31T08:15:00.000-07:00
today was teacher's day . the celebrations anyway .
first it was the ACES(SP?) thingthing .
the coucilor all do until very enthu lohhs .
andrea dance so CUTE =X
suian very ENTHU also .
dun kanjio that guy mahhs .
lol . than , got this guy .
he dance than like want to seduce dunn0 who .
he was like bitting his fingernail , than head down eye up .
DISKASTING CAN .

than , we go back to class , got class party .
class party . was just like a few packet of lays or whatever .
MINI ONE =D
than , MRCHIN buy for us fishball .
than give us toothpick use .
i dunn0 is who say balls and stick de .
DISKASTING LA YOU . IS FOOD LEI .
than , THE CHILLI BLOODY GOOD .
sweetsweet de . WHERE GOT HOT ?=________=
than MRCHIN ask me take back .
EEEYER . dunwan =x . how to take .
than , he say to class
" WHO WANT CHILLI ? RACHAEL SAY ITS THE BEST"
=__________________=
went to PYPS . saw mdn haniza . MISS PYPS . esp the canteen food . LOL .
and you ahhs . try to make lipin feel disgusted izzit ? EAT MY SHIT =D

2007-08-28T06:34:00.000-07:00

sun .
went to ck house and bake COOOKIIIEE .
for teacher's day la =_=
the m and m one damn nice .
i wan eat somemore =(

mon .
IT DAYYY , bloody hardhardhard .
dont get anything .
only finished scienceeee .
wheexDD

tues .
ORALLL . CRAPP .
i was like " is like hor "
"and than la"
"but is like not fair to the others , you know ?"
"they take shortcut right ? the success is ...."
teacher : " limited"
"YA! limited . so la , the success is like not real ... limited la! "
OMG =_=
i wan jump off the building liao ...
T_T

"balthier ? how did she ..." he stopped thinking , his mind blocked by the smell of her blood surrounding him . his fangs poked his lower gum , the hunger burning in his throat . oh goddess ! help him . he tored off his shirt , and bundled it on her head m trying to stop the blood flow , while his mind fought with the urge to drink from her . the blood soaked through his shirt , and onto his scarred hands . desire bursted in him . that beautiful skin , smooth and pampered. the sweet smelling blood, any normal vampling would go crazy with need . and that innocent childlike look while she slept , the ebony black hair , so conserved . fighting his need , he carried her and trooped into the house , laying her on a spare bed .

he was in a panic too . he had no first aid kit . he grab another of his tshirt and place it on her wound . oh goddess . she wouldnt make it . not even for the night . the seduction ofher blood was gone , replace with the sick smell of death , lingering in the air . her skin had grown unresonably cold , along with the slight flush of red disappearing . he noticed , now , the rod she had with her . the work was flawless . "bal...thier?" she breathed , her eyelids fluttering , struggling to stay open . he felt a weird sensation welled up in his heart . why was he aching for a mageling ? he held her limp hand to his cheek , like a lover would .

DAMN . i wanted to type more .
but i want to watch DGRAYMANNNN .
dAMN NICE .
go watch =D

2007-08-24T05:38:00.000-07:00

lol .
my fwens all doing this water ballon baobeii thing .
freaking cute can .
coz after common test nothing to do .
than at first , keep make too big .
than burst in class .
our class de floor fucking wet can .
haha =x
than . the keychain is my mum de bday prezzie
i give de =D .
also want to thank madam for the PIZZA .
pizza pizza .
is for oneGRACE de hor .
but other class also go take =_=
but nbbm . know in our hart madam is buy for us de jiu ke yi .
HAHAHAHA .
siao liao i ,
beef pepperoni is bloody strong de taste .
GEOG KNS .
only 17/25
i want go tiaolou la T_T

2007-08-23T08:39:00.000-07:00

today got back alot of papers .
I FAILED MY DTTTTT T_T
15/40
PATHETICC .
my el compo 23/30 ,
YAY
i tot will lohhs . my ending so sudden .
and umms .
thanks to all who said my compo nice ,
who said i should get higher .
and said i was GOOD writer =x
i very touched and happy .
thankks all for support
it means everything to me .
~ things i will never forget

2007-08-21T00:38:00.000-07:00

i feel gan dong now T_T
i wanna thank all my fwens for standing by me , even though is not a really big matter la .
thanks all for helping me flame , scold , spite , bitch bout that particular shorty =D
thanks kenneth for flaming at her tagboard . and on your blog . x3 (and for saying my crapp story nice . you dont know how gan dong i am .)
thanks to wenmin for bitchin bout her with me . thanks for scolding her ^_^
thanks to denicia for telling that you all will support me all the way . coz she scold me , haha .
thanks lipin also . also bitch bout that shorty .
and also thanks to suian , jan , mei , javier , timonthy , nicole .
also have hannah for always making me laugh .
xueying too .
i really very gan dong today . i dunno yy .
maybe coz of the alcohol choclates 0.o''
its actually coz i got nothing to post la .
and i wan thank all my fwens for being there .
got somemore de . but they dont play big roles =x
basically , its almost the class =D
coz my story with someone la .
ahahas . kayys , i go le .
baiibaii~

2007-08-20T08:35:00.000-07:00
umms .
i will post the story saii tomolo .
today sleepy 0.o''
today . something strange happened =D
A FREAKING CAT RAN INSIDE MY HOUSE . THROUGH THE DOOR .
my sis wearing her shoe , than she opened the door .
than the cat crawl in through the hole ._.
MY SIS SCREAM LA . than pull me into the room .
i was like " YOU STUPID AH . YOU RUN IN THAN THE CAT SURE COME IN LIAO WAD"
than we hide in room la .
5mins i go open room door
i turn towards the door . LADADA . nothing liao .
than i tell my meii " AIYAH . RUN AWAY LIAO LA . U SCREAM SO LOUD ."
than . i turn towards the kitchen .
THAN THE FREAKING CAT WALAO . CRAWLING TOWARDS ME LA .
IN THE FREAKING KITCHEN
IT WAS IN MY KITCHEN .
KITCHEN LEI KITCHEN!
it was all orange one
an orange tabby .
than this time i scream , than run into the room .
my meii was like "WHO SAY NOT SCARED ONE AH"
than i said " THE CAT NEVER CRAWL TOWARDS YOU RIGHT . LIKE WAN TO BITE PEOPLE LEI THE CAT"
than we hide in room again .
than i bored mahhs .
i saY " YOU DONT THINK THAT CAT LOOKS LIKE KYO MEHHS? THE FRITS BASKET ONE . HE ALSO ORANGE LEI "
than my meii was like diiao +_= than i amuse her lohhs .I SAID...
" KYO LEI!! MY FAVOURITE CHARACTER SOMEMORE . YOU THINK IS KYO NOT ? LOOK LIKE RIGHT ? YOU WANT GO OUTSIDE SEE ? MATBE HE CHANGE BACK LIAO . THAN SO COOL LEI!! I WAN HIS AUTOGRAPH !T_T"
than my meii very calm . she say " you go FUCK him la "
i was like " YOU DONT TALK COCK LA . YY I WAN FUCK A CAT =_= NBBM . BUT REALLY LOOK LIKE KYO LA T_T"
than call my mum ask her come back chase cat .
zzz
than my mum open the fridge somemore .
"MAYBE THE CAT WANT EAT TUNA ._. "
than i say . " you check the toilet bowl la . maybe the cat urgent =_= "

2007-08-18T05:34:00.000-07:00

went out today~ .

its saturday btw ,

we just slack at the library alot la .

at bishan de .

fun like hell .

kick ass book i was reading .its about some sort of i dunn0 .like ... i you can feel pain in parts of ur body that was amputed and what brainwave crap .GOOD .but veryvery chem .
not for the fainthearted .

PEIMIN PRETTY SHOE . ok lame . g2g now . baiibaiI~

2007-08-17T08:54:00.000-07:00

so long no post le .
common test mahhs . zzz
the story take break .
i type till hand pain .
tomoloi post .
COMMON TEST OVERRRR ><
maths 28/50
HAPPY LIKE HELLLLL .
PASS LEI .
PASS LEI .
SEE U .
i wan go GHOSTonline ><

2007-08-14T05:31:00.000-07:00
ello .
i jus wan to tell people who bother reading that lameo thing ,
that , the story BASE is based on a greek myth =D
it goes like this
Hephaestus tried to rape Athena . Athena , eluded him , and his semen fell to the ground .
so , his semen produced a baby , called Erichthonius .
Athena than gave a box , containing Erichthonius to three sisters .
princesses .
they were named Herse , Pandrosus , Aglaulus .
one of them opened the box , and Erichthonius came out in a serpent form .
it costed two of the sisters to jump off the Acropolis .
ya . thats it .
i just modified it alot .
the base i meant .
=_=

2007-08-12T09:52:00.000-07:00
more .
ahahas.

maya felt herself fall onto a big patch of grass . whose garden was this ? she laid on it , enjoying the feel of the grass on her skin . " Utter your heritage to no one but the circlelings . learn the secrets of this time , and you will prosper . " Athena said , amused by her actions . she tapped maya on her forehead . " i have returned you the magic you pledged not to use . " she said , as a glowing sensation touched maya . a rod landed on her hands . made out of the finest and hardest wood . the end sharp , coated with a thin layer of glimmering silver . the jewel ontop was a deep violet , matching her eyes . it fitted perfectly in her hands , and the weight perfect for her to handle . she stood up , walking towards the forbidding jungle . it was dark and intimating . " Light my path , Flames of Wrath " she said , as the jungle grew brighther on her command . did she had this power ? she walked in , enjoying the rustle of leaves beneath her feet . a howl sounded out of no where , before a wereling pounced on her . she screamed , and flung the rod at the wereling's direction . aflameball engulf the wereling , turning it to ashes . she wanted to holler and cheer . to dance and sing for her success , but there was another five . she coludnt stop .

maya was ready to fight , even thoughhe was still doozy from the first one . but something made her froze . it was just a faint shadow , right on the cliff . there was a guy , she was sure . even though his hair was long , swaying in the midnight breeze , his poisure and the type of aura he had , confirmed his gender . he held a side of a chain around his wrist , danglng limply on it . there was a woman beside him . she had hair longer than his , hanging loosely off her shoulders , the wind tangling through it . the chaun hung around her neck , but it looked natural on her , not like an addon . the woman gave a sharp whistle and the werelings crawled towards maya . they pouncded suddenly , and the scream maya gave this type was louder , echoing through the dense jungle . a flaming red glow erupted from the rod , and turned all the five to ashes . before she could react , someone sent a black energy bolt towards her head , hitting it square on the forehead . her vision blurred , her steps uneven , she trudged on , every step harder than the previous . there it was . the majestic building casted a shadow on her in the moonlight . she felt relief washed through her .

jared heard the scream . he looked out his window , and saw a glowing red light. a mageling ? he rushed to the door , than waited . he needed this mageling maigc to get his needs . a girl stumbled towards the house . jared raised his hands , ready to open up the barrier , but the barrier opened for her , and she slowly entered . she went to him , and he saw the blood , smelt the blood . he felt his eyes burning , turning a crimson red . "balthier ?" she asked , than slumped in his hands .

DONEE .
MORE TOMOLO

2007-08-11T06:57:00.000-07:00
MOre .

maya waited alone in the empty chamber . A void of loneliness and an enstrangled feeling washed over her . She missed Mana . her hyper twin sister . someone that was linked emotionally to her . out the sudden , the chamber was swept into a circle of glowing red , glimmering slightly in the harsh fire light . a woman appeared out of the glow , hair the colour of raw , untouched copper . Athena . The goddess of wisdom . patroness of weaving , craft , war . a smile hung on her playful lips . for amusement . not happiness . " my dear child . you have been charged with a task . along with five others , all of different heritage . Age . Time . Beliefs . travel through the gate of divinity my child . go find Balthier . The one that you shall trust in . Find truth in his lies . The link wil be found when love and trust forge together . follow your heart . ignore the voices you think are evil . follow what is true and real . cure him of his emotions . " Athena vanished , replaced by a gate . with no second thoughts , Maya stepped in .

NO TIME =Dseeya

2007-08-11T00:22:00.001-07:00

Hi you weirdos .
umms . i just went to cut my hair .
its short . almost cnt tie .
but still have to tie =_=
coz ... its still too long for school standards .
i miss my hair .
T_T
umms . will post the nxt part of the crap story ... later xD
when mum out first .
dun like people seeing the story infront of me .
LALA .
than ... umss .
my hair looks weird .
i look like a eediot =_=
see you later .
OHYA .
i kaboom my mystic shield in maple .
all coz i wan the 15hp from the seventy percent scroll
and the shield is not mine .
oh DIE =_=
days of the longer hair ><

NDP

2007-08-09T08:53:00.000-07:00
HEYY .
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY <3

ytd , we had carnival at school .
QUITE BORING =X AND MESSY =X
but ok la.
since i spent most of the time in the HALL .
concert thing .
THAN THAN THAN ;
got this band de bassist act like PETEWENTZ
eeeeeeeeyer .
WHERE CAN LIKE TAT ?
DUN Tarnished FOB de name hor .
ok no mood .
READ THE PREVIOUS POST .
I DUNCARE HOR .
SIAN YOU ALSO MUST READ
THAN RATE XPP .

2007-08-09T05:22:00.000-07:00
CRAP STORY .
write for fun de .
RATEorBOO .
anything euu like xpp

Jared picked up the mouse he found , lifting it up by its tail . He extended his fangs and sinked them ino the mouse , Blood filled his mouth . Blood with the strong taste of garbage . Minimum power . And a taste more vamplings , even humelings found gross . Even after nearly a thousand years of drinking this thing , he still found the taste revolting . But he had promised himself to be normal , to stick to his humelings instinct .
His vampling instinct , though , was still there , but not as keen as others . He was always tempted to use them , but of course , he never did . He lived in a jungle , named the DEMON JUNGLE by humelings , where a tribe of werelings ruled . He had created a barrier around his mansion , allowing no one to pass . He was going to live his life in solitute . He could go through eternity alone .

Maya slip into her ceremonial toga . She was getting married today , abide her father's wishes . As if on cue , a group of female slaves trooped in , ready to help her . They coiled her hair , place something on her face and cleaned under her nails . She gave an audible sigh . No more sneaking around with Mana , No more scaring the slaves . She was going to be owned by another . She sat still as they fiddled with her . Her faher was a wealthy man , and with the right connections , had bethrothed her to a royal .But she felt no happiness , only betrayal . she chided herself . her father had blew life into her . she should be happy he cared . but the undertainity in her heart grew . royal jay was famous for his scandalous acts , his flamboyant actions . was her father tring to get rid of her ? because of her deep violets eyes imprinted on her flawless pale face ? becuase of the incident years ago , that had costed the life of one of house maids ? since that day , she had kept her mageling prowess underwrap . if she was branded a witch , a demon ... oh ... she couldnt imagine the agony and misery her family would go through . if this was the case , that her father had grown tired of protectiong her , she would marry with no regrets , for all was for family .
still have hor ~
wahaha .
RATE .
sucky , i know . but please . rate my story xpp

2007-08-06T08:36:00.000-07:00
freaky much ?
picture this . you are walking into school in a daze .
bloody tired from mapling and studying geog .
than suddenly , the first thing you see on the wall , vandalise on it is MRS TAN IS A PROSITUE(sp ? tired leii) .=____________=
it continues with PHS SUCKS or FUCK PHS . or whoever HAS NO BALLS .
lameeeeee .
still say sec1 girls SUCK sec1 boys BALLS .
what the fuck manns
dunwan attack . attack sec1 . PRO LA .
=_______________________________=
BUT I TELL YOU , this type of method you sure wake up .
wahaha .
i PRAY that the culprit will be serve with the punishemnt suitable .
and may he/she REPENT AND SIN NO MORE .
LOL .

whatever , life still continues .
english test , comprehension lei .
CAN DIIEEE .
was easier than expected , but hard enough .
dun think my results will be any good .
geog is 42 / 51 ?
gogo me ! hahas .

went out with my marmii .
than bought a kickass WHITE minitoons bag for thirty .
I ADOREADORE the scirpted MINI on it .
basically the reason i bought it .
my marmii bet with me in 1week the bag will turn weird colour .
isay i everyday clean .
WALLET STILL. DUN HAVE .
need find one nicenice de
i think dunno where the wallet shop got BLOODY NICE DE .

I pray for my PEACE OF MIND from this evil , yet weird guy .
i pray for any TROUBLEDSOULS .
kayys , g2g . see ya
he taste like euu only sweeter

2007-08-04T07:20:00.000-07:00

random piics first .
kissing GM =D GMDFurnas .
he so funny can xD

OKOK . seriously stuff le
from now is going to be 99% RANTING , BITCHING , TRUTH AND BLAHBLAH .
1% of strayed topics .
okok . starting now .
some people appalled me.
esp a particular one that acts cute infront of others and emo in blog
what is she labled under ? oh ya IMPOSTER .
FAKER , ACTIONPIG . OR WHAT WAS IT ? OH . BASICALLY , A FUCKING FUCKER .
this reminds me of primary days ~ but sadly , its almost a class vs 1 person .
difference tsktsk .
okok . back to topic .
if want to flame on blog , need to have links wad .
i think i made your blog 'popular' ... yah ?
should thank me you know .
and you are such a bitch .
WOOPS . bitch is TOO good for you .
we BITCHES are fun and hyper and confident
you are more of a ... what do they call that ?
MORON =D
if you dont like to socialise , JOLLY WELL stay at home and dont come to school
you are just a eyeSORE .
ops . you dont care , do you ? you are a emo ... wait , IMPOSTER .
=D
if you so not happy with the class , you can either
number 1 ; get out of our class . get degraded or something
number 2; TRANSFER OUT .
i suggest the latter . transfer out of school , preferbly , SINGAPORE ~
there , enough le . time for mapling <3
benben dar waiting >
CHIONG AHHHHHH =D

fckerrrs

2007-08-03T08:05:00.000-07:00

ytdytdytd .
ytd we decided on the class jerseyy .
eii cannot access the web lei .
kayys , out of point .
i know flaming people on blog is CHILDISH .
but i am a kid at heart , so ...
eii you JULIANA . if you say wear class jersey out malu ,
your store dun come ask us for support .
NOT PART OF THE CLASS MAHHS .
zzz
ALL ZAOFANN ...

than naffa .
BLOODY PAIN NOW =_=
results quite ok la .
but bronze leii .
DAMN 2.4
lol . heehee i lame kia
than nothing much . DT fun as usual . but pity the saw can only cut wood =(
i wan testing can slice skin not .
or bone =D

today
hmms . got geog .
siianZZ .
science
CAN SLEEP .
assembly .
FUNFUN . stupid also .
nothing to post .
ohya , MAPLE SINGAPORE MAP SOOOOOOOOO COOL =D
kayys . bb

2007-07-30T08:53:00.001-07:00

watching css results ...
left two only . benjamin jy <3
zzz
i also dunno yy i posting
anyway , feast your eyes on a wonderful display of chibi from finalfantasy

2007-07-29T07:25:00.000-07:00

I having a big addiction over CHIBI! >
i wonder whats wrong with me .
and peimin , i still like FOB , than addiction is still stuck .
the weather damn cold lohhs .
i wearing jacket the whole freaking day .
cold like hell .
watched harrypotterandtheorderofthephoneix
i want the ending T_T
haha
tired too , maple cant seem to chiong . bleedy siianzz
and that pic on top is rude and reno <3
finalfantasy de .
haha
and i wish some people will just fucking drop dead this instance
no names though .
see ya peeps <3

thankk

2007-07-25T02:46:00.000-07:00

tiio dc today >
was late for school mahhs zzz .
actually quite ok la .
slacking party like that =_+
but super siianZZ .
i did lit , geog , doddling , reading and dreaming .
and special thankks

thanks to LIPIN for helping me fill her waterbottle with lemontea so will not siianZZ
and also the yummy greenapple sweet
and also also thanks to kenneth for peii me at the window for like , 1min =D
appreciated <333

halo's broken , angel NO MORE .

2007-07-23T01:46:00.001-07:00
HAPPII BLURDAY HANNAH .
(early . i know . bohh mood blog . due to maple .)

2007-07-22T01:41:00.000-07:00
HAPPII BLURDAY SUIAN .
(its , late i know , so belated one aniiwaysxpp)

GOGOJIAYOU

2007-07-20T02:09:00.000-07:00
today was a BLOODY EVENTFUL DAY SEHHS ><>
first it was ARTT .
cockfucker anyone ?
ahahas .
hyperbole treat us like what like thatt .
maids ahhs ?
fuckkeerrrr .
and anyway for this i wan to say to hannah
:NO ONE BLAMING YOU YARRHHSS . I OWE YOU AN APOLOGY LA . NOT YOU OWN ME KAYYS ? LOVE ME HILTON FOREVER AND EVER HAHA (=

than , recess nothing happen la . except i found out the taste of the YONGTAUFU stall soup i dont like =_=
well i need to say this to kenneth:
KENNEEEETHHHH . DUN QII MEII ! >_<>
WE ALL BEHIND YOU DEEE . ALL THE WAYYY . SO DONT CRY LE ! DONT MAKE HER THINK SHE WIIN . THEY ALWAYS MAKE SMALL THINGS LOOK BIG DE . DONT CARE !
SMILE AND LIIVVEE . <#33

and to jan:
LI ENNNNN . DONT FEEL BAD ABOUT THAT OKAY ? NO ONE BLAMING YOU DEE . WE IS ALLOW YOU TO THE MAHHS . WE NOT GOING TO HATE YOU LA =_=''
RUBBISH .
LI ENN FOREVER MUHH LOVE =D

cheer up everyone , yarrhs ?
actually wanted to post another crap thing like the one below .
maybe tomolo xpp

2007-07-19T05:50:00.000-07:00
100 RANDOM QUESTIONS SURVEY
4th grade teacher's name: pri four was MRS lee

Last words you said: I know me la . I call rachael

Last song you listened to: AUDITION

Last person you hugged: TATTYBEAR<#333

Last thing you laughed at: at school la

Last time you said I love you and meant it: cant remember …

Last time you cried: Today, watching movie 0.o’’

What color socks are you wearing: Barefooted

What's under your bed: dustBUNNIIES

What time did you wake up?: 5

What's your least favorite ice cream: COFFEE

Current hair: shoulderLENGTH , super layered

Do you have a fish tank, if so how big: no .

Current annoyance: saliva feeling funky =/

Current desktop background: chobits <>

If you could play any instrument, what would it be?: HARP<#33

Favorite color(s): anything PINK and I will take it

Are you on a diet? what about exercise?: I can’t stick to a diet…

Current favorite word/saying : zzz.

Favorite Show: prisonBREAK

Favorite season: SNOW<#333

What is your career going to be Like: $_$

How many kids do you want: one

HAVE YOU EVER--

Said "I love you": cant remember

Ever get into a fight with your pet: how do you fight with a freaking tortoise ?

Have you ever been to New York: No.

Been to Arizona: No

Been to California: no

Been to Hawaii: nahhs

Been to Mexico: No.

Been to Italy: nope

Been to Ireland: not a chance in hell (=

Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: I dreamt I fell down the stairs , my sis fell =.-‘’’ it was super long ago

Do you have a crush on someone? : NOPE)=

What book are you reading now?: GET A CLUE
Where is it?: in room

What is the first thing you think when you wake up in the morning? I want to SLEEP~~~

How many rings before you answer your phone? Standard , I let it ring 3-4 times

Future daughter's names:. Ermms … Colette/Audrey/Susianah/Ashelia something super old-fashioned or unusual.

Future son's names: Solange/Rick/Pete/Gabe either short or French
What do you sleep with: Blanket, pillow and Bolster , TATTYbear<#333

What do you wear to sleep: CLOTHES(=
Where are you: home .

Where do you wish you were?: DREAMland
Piercing: 3 . two one ear one other

THE EXTRA STUFF--

Where are you staying tonight: Home

Who is the last person that called you: friend

Where do you want to get married: a super NICE snowstorm

Have you ever drank: Yes.

Hate: those FUCKERS~

Are you or have you Been In Love: durrh

Are you timely or always late: depends.

Do you like being around people: what type of people ?
Best feeling in the world: MURDEROUS

Are you a health freak?: Does not eating dinner every night say anything ?
Are you lonely right now: as in ?

Do you want kids: 23-25?

THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU--

Cried: Yep. ^^ MOVIE

Bought something: FOOD

Gotten Sick: Errrh. YES><

.Sang: DANCEDANCE

Said I love you . no

Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: TATTYbear<#333
Moved On: HARRH ?

Talked to someone: Don't be stupid. That would make me antisocial, no?

Had a serious talk: no . my life is never SERIOUS!

Missed Someone: Yeah, for the rest of my life, I guess

Hugged Someone: Nope.

Kissed someone: I kissed my FOOD(=

Yelled at someone: I yell EVERYDAY . it’s a
NEED ,

What do you feel now?:
BORED . MURDEROUS

Why?: MUM GOING SIAO

i got quiz from peimin blog like super long ago
i love this type of things
(=

2007-07-14T03:03:00.000-07:00

GRATS TO DENICIA (SP?=X) AND ANDREA (SP?=X) ON GETTING THEIR COUCIL BADGES =D . DO OUR CLASS PROUD , YA ?

PETE WENTZ ROCKS MY SOCKS OFF =D
SUPER RANDOM .
LOL .
SEE YA .

ahhhhs .

2007-07-13T08:15:00.000-07:00

new skin <3
lovelove FOB >_<''
pete wentz so SHUAII ^_^''
ok , siia0 liao i .
hmms .

today had the coucil dunno wsd thingy .
super grand =D
i like the orangey light , and the feathers . lol .
no mood to post
RATETHESKIN<3
and oh ya , go listen to DANCEDANCE .
super nice de ge =D

She says she's no good with words but I'm worse
Barely stuttered out
"A joke of a romantic" or stuck to my tongue
Weighed down with words too over-dramatic
Tonight it's "it can't get much worse"
Vs. "no one should ever feel like..

"I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I'll write them
So you need them just to get by

[Whispered:] We're going into D-Minor

Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you'd love to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me

You always fold just before you're found ou
tDrink up its last call
Last resort
But only the first mistake and I...

I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I'll write them
So you need them just to get by

Why don't you show me the little bit of spine
You've been saving for his mattress, love

Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you'd love to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me

Why don't you show me the little bit of spine
You've been saving for his mattress (mattress, mattress)
I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me

Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you'd love to lead
Dance this is the way they'd love (way they'd love)
Dance this is the way they'd love (way they'd love)
Dance this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me

Dance, Dance
Dance, Dance
Dance, Dance
Dance, Dance

2007-07-07T14:05:00.000-07:00

BACKK .
computer tiio fix by mum liiao .
the bloody prob was coz never shutdown properly .
ZZZ .
my pictures all save .
HALLELUYARRH .
i going to change blogskin .
and i also apologise for keep on changing blog name .
rate the name too zzz .
anyways , i need to bitch again =________=
ehhyou,nothappysaytomyfacedunkeeponcountonthings,zzz.likethatveryfuckupleii
iknowyousmaterandcuter,asifla,youeverydayactemo
fuckingirritating.
infrontofpeopleactcute,inblogactemo
dontlikeEARTHthanndiela
noonewillmissyoude
peoplewillcelebratesomemore
actcutectemo
choosewhatyouwantla
doublefucker
anyway,youdieialsogohelldragyoubackandkillyouagain
sob.

...
today went out , than come back saw a FLAMINGO PINK car
wala0 . super cool .
but is guy drive one =__________=
abit gay for me la , its like bright pink .
baby pink maybe still can .
i actually like cars that are pink .
but not bright pink , metallic pink la .
i actually really want to ride a motorcycle .
but zzz i dont know la .
seeyouxD

...

2007-06-28T01:11:00.000-07:00
at the lib again .
i miss my com .
and umms . maple .
and audition .
and my pics .
school start again lerhhs .
no more slacking and overnight ps2 .
siianZZ .
was sick ytd .
slight fever and sore neck .
hurts like hell still .
so can miss frii CCA .
^-^
thats the only good part , i think .
and ohya .
able to sleep till 10 before mum made me go to the doc .
ZZ .
umms . those that asdk me to link or relink .
will do it soon .
now the com so bloody lag lar .
FUCK ><

2007-06-09T00:43:00.000-07:00
My computer spoiil ....><
so will not be posting for a moment , except when i go tuhh the library .
sorry =D
missing maple and audiition like a kee siia0 person already..
siianZZ .
final fantasy is tiring ...
stupid bosses , codes , quest
AIIYAH .
i wan audition .

2007-06-01T06:39:00.000-07:00
umms . i just need a place tuhh bitch .
mind the overuse of vulgaritites .
thankks you .

whatthehelllaryouall.
tryingtochangemeisit?
wellfuckoff,youwillneversuccess
iwillalwayschoosemylooksoveranyofyou
theyarelikesomuchmoreprecious
callmesuperficial,youfuckers,iduncare
islikeyoumakingmechooseoversomeyearsofexperienceovermylooks
iratherdowithoutyourfuckingexperience
givethemtosomeotherbrainwashedpeople
iamnotyouraveragegirlthatyouthinkissonewandlost
thatyoucanmakemeintothepersonyouwanttorefelctonyou
well,iwanttoappearonyourliferesumeasafailuremission
youfuckinghellfuckerstopchangingme
allthiscrapaboutsimilarity
idungiveaflyingfuck
youarenevergoingtochangemetothegoodgirlyouneed
sowhatifiquit?idunthinkanyonewillgiveafuck
iwillshowyou.onceyoureallypissedmeoff
iwilljustfuckingdisappear
youcanwashyourhandsoffme
iamalostcase
justleavemealone,fucker .

2007-05-30T11:58:00.000-07:00
happy BLURDAY tuhh WENMIN <#33 .
muacks euu forever (= <#33
thirteen lerrh , more mature kayys ? =x
enjoy your day ~

umms ... attended another maple wedding .
this time is raiinxin to xl0verboi .
may the happy couple enjoy life !
raiin meii <#33 . grats wors .
must haohao take care of your aiai<#33

2007-05-29T11:31:00.000-07:00
today went to SUIAN house to swim / play / i dunno
ums .. we got into the pool when we reach there , but rain lohhs .
so swim bout half hour , got thunder , so we all chiong to SUIAN house inside .
than we order yummy KFC . but they all not full lurrhs . except me =x
than they go order pizzahut , but i never , coz i dun like pizza .
they order the pizza , than left one small slice , than i try lohhs .
i pluck out the pineapple =x
than accidentally eat pineapple
super awful lohhs .
than we go swim again , coz no rain ^^
we play catching and kenneth teach me how to dive . super hard lohhs . he teach me the flip i turn halfway than knocked against the swimming pool floor . coz that pool 1m . =_= than go home super suay , go fairprice buy LIME . than i alot of peeps mahhs , than i line up super long lar . than my turn liiao , got this kiam pak auntiie put her basket infront of me la .that cashier also dunno how to ask her to go behind mehhs ?
=_= i hope she rawts in hell lar .
i thinking of changing my blogname lohhs .
must relink (=

pictures

2007-05-28T04:03:00.000-07:00
this is the blessful picture of the wedding of xiia0nanaXD to dr3amlvrz .
lvl 46 spearman to lvl 89 priest .
fourteen people out of about fifteen attended .
tira could not attend as she offline =x
top row from left : DreamSky05 , Meowmeeee , DKmonz , xiia0nanaXD(the bride) , dr3amlvrz(the groom) , hit0 , Mrjames .
bottom row from left : kire , magicalgurl , trinityray , qiqi , capri(he is so touched he's crying=x) , babyjazzlin , l0verboii , raiin meii and gronhill .
the groom bought 10mil worth of ramen =_=
the bride bought 500k worth of bento =_=
guild ther were ; PAWS<#33(guild of bride and groom) , PREDATOR(qiqi) , BASH(l0verboii (?)) and some other which i cant see =________= .

wo aii nii 1314 , even if we cannot same day same month same year born , we will die on the same day , same month , same year <#33
loving you even if in death .
now and forever~

2007-05-26T05:20:00.000-07:00

thursaday

watched PIRATESOFTHECARRIBEAN3
watched after school lohhs .
440pm movie . ended at bout eight =_=
super late lar , i so worried cannot reach home in time .
THREEHOURS seh .
but it was super nice .
sat at the back shiok .
can cross leg watch =D
can stretch hand and no block ppl .
=D
the male characters (some)super shuaii la ><
i like so crazy fanger =_=
nbmnbm . the ger also verii CHIO<#33
she wear the pirate clothe super COOL can ?
CHEESYHOTDOG<#333
><
super nice also lohhs .
ate in the cinema .
during the ads =x
no part4 leii ><>
the ending super funny lohhs . i cried too =x

friday

last day of school i never go =_=
sicksick . FEVER . dunno yy will .
maybe is coz cinema too cold ?
alot of things happened i heard =x
hope you all not too tramatized (?)
must act good infront of teacher , wait like that guy tio caned =_=
lucky i never go bahhs (=

sat

go out with ron and min today .went to sunplaza take book
than go northpoint eat JAPANESE(=
super nice lohhs . the chicken katsu bowl .
<#333
thanthan , go bishan de lib .
super big lar , the books like in one circle .
found fearless 1 and 2 and the special edition . gaia abducted
SHIIOK<#333
ermms ... nothing to say liia0 =_=
enjoy hols xpp

lifestoryinmusic

2007-05-25T06:51:00.000-07:00
jaZZ told me about this super fun thing about your life story music .
you have to open a playlist and press random , than follow the order .
i did once on my immem playlist , and once on my windows media player , by shuffling the list and picking the one on top .

IMMEM
opening credits ; dream a dream (nice)
waking up ; luz control(i dun get it ... )
first day of school ; turn back time (it was bad , wasnt it)
falling in love ; ting mama de hua (0.o'' mama choose ?)
breaking up ; call me when you're sober (broke up after drinking ? not a wise choice)
prom ; the grimm goodbye(breaking up date ? i thought break liiao?)
life is okay ; bumblebee(=_=)
mental breakdown ; welcome to my life (yay . nice .)
driving ; night (is it something kinky?)
flashback ; roses are red (violets are blue ...?)
getting back together ; aint no other man (another one that makes sense)
sex scene ; my love (0.o'')
dance ; dirty little secret (dirty dancing ?)
wedding ; tarzan and jane (... wedding song bout a couple xpp)
birth of child ; bianhao 89757 (... baby number 89757)
final battle ; zhen me ban (lol . )
death scene; she will be loved (i was never loved ? ...)
funeral song ; headstrong (headstone more like)
end credits ; angels cry (for me for me (= )
WINDOWSMEDIAPLAYER
opening credits ; whos that girl (nice . )
waking up ; naked (wdf ? NAKED ?)
first day of school ; get high (more like sleepy)
falling in love ; complicated (love is complicated)
breaking up ; a girl like me (he cheated on a girl like me ?)
prom ; crazy little thing call love (AHDORED)
life is okay ; jericho (?)
mental breakdown ; maneater (i went mental because i was a FLIRT ? F5)
driving ; mobile (=_=)
flashback ; no hay igual (i was spanish ? 0.o)
getting back together ; bad boy (badboys are nice (= )
sex scene ; my world (KINKY<#33)
dance ; skater boy (no idea)
wedding ; bu xiang zhang da (so ? got what connection)
birth of child ; superstar (0.o'')
final batle ; ta hai shi bu dong (he still doesnt know wadd ?)
death scene ; fly (super CHEESY)
funeral song ; hot stuff (i want you back) (0.o'' i am NEEDEDxpp)
end credits ; pon de replay (all over again )

2007-05-22T04:30:00.000-07:00

ello ..
today went to the science centre .
been like going to a year since i go larr .
on the bus we were using our handphones lar ..
playing music OPEN not with headphones
than got people bring this play thing .
i think is psp =_=
rich larr . not like mii ... pfft .
than at science centre got this green day activity .
we had to built a tallltall thing with recycled materials .
we lucky coz got people in our team bring extra .
but we no time lohhs .
than the tape never tape hao . so , the bottle and the straw super flimsy .
than it NATURALLY lean against the wall larr .
than the guy keep poking at it , until thr super weak bottle give way .
we were like ohhorh . you make our thing spoil .
=_=
than , we have 1 hour of FREETIME .
can go eat or go round the sciencecentre .
than we go mac .
but its like fucking crowded larr .
than we go to the cafe 'rocks' in the sciencecentre .
but the food there sucks lar
than the juice inside got what QQ ball .
should be soft , but is like crunchy larr .
super disgusting .
and also , you know the entrance there the blackblack part
got this newton guy climbing the darn rope ?
i was like , super scared of that thing lar .
i turn , that is was right behind , than i screamed larr .
wahliia0 . fucking creepo .
than they keep scaring me larr .
try pulling me near to that thing .
than after freetime , MRCHIN not here mahhs . so we jus hand round the second floor .
got this redred electric thing , say can use your hands to control the thing
WENMIN and SUIAN were like figthing eho can control the thing larr .
and the winner is HOTTER .
than we had this SUDUKO THING .
wahliia0 . damn pr0 lar some people .
finish 2 puzzels in 6 mins larr .
than got another FREETIME .
this time we giveup eating .
so we go to the discovery centre .
want to go waterworks but raining .
=_=
fooled around at the discovery place .
got hissing kacua at the bottom larr .
wahliia0 .
i dont dare to go near , only see from far .
they go take picture larr . PRO ><
than go find our class , infront of the mac .
than our class like not there .
than we go buy mac , coz super hungry .
i buy studentmeal(=
eat at bus .
actually bus cannot eat , but the uncle see many people taking mac , so he say can , put dont litter .
nice UNCLE <#333

nothing to say liia0 .
no time to type . see you . p0st lyrics soon =x

2007-05-21T04:35:00.000-07:00
scroll to the bottom of my playlist .
play that song <#33
i AHDORE it .
no idea yy .

FACE DOWN

Hey, girl, you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with makeup in the mirror
tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.
Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever, you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say you're right again,
say you're right again
heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
Face down in the dirt, she said, "This doesn't hurt"
, she said,"I finally had enough."[x2]

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
it's coming round again.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
[x2]Face down in the dirt, she said, "This doesn't hurt"
, she said,"I finally had enough."

disconnected

You know that you are
The center of my attention
And you leave me no choice
Tripping on to the floor
Looking at my reflection
As I follow the chord to your voice
As it rings on through
Your voice clearly receptive like the day we met I knew

Don't hang up on me 'cause I'm hung up on you
Don't tell me how to feel like you always do
I know you're right, I don't wanna fight
Is this how our story ends or a new chapter begins?

As the days roll by
Can't help myself just sit and wonder why
Was it something I said?
Something I did?My girl
Your wilted roses make me cry
A sentimental sign of rejection
As I follow the chord to your voice
As it rings on through
Your voice clearly receptive like the day we met I knew

Don't hang up on me 'cause I'm hung up on you
Don't tell me how to feel like you always do
I know you're right, I don't wanna fight
Is this how our story ends or a new chapter begins?

You said to insure your place with me
There's no room left for me to breathe
Every waking hour is just a new reminder
Of the time we spent together to say you love me

Don't hang up on me 'cause I'm hung up on you
Don't tell me how to feel like you always do
I know you're right, I don't wanna fight

angels cry

Well it's hard to explain but I'll try if you let me
Well its hard to sustain
I'll cry if you let me
This doesn't change the way I feel about you or your place in my life(please don't cry)
Can't you see I'm dying here?
A shot of broken heart that is chased with fear

Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way
Intentions that were pure have turned obscure
Seconds into hours
Minutes into years
Don't ask me why(please don't cry)
I cant tell you lies

Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way.[repeat]

My heart burns through
My chest to the floor
Tearing me silently although abruptly
Words cant hide as I'm taking you home
And I tried to see
Tried to understand your words as I'm taking you home

Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way[repeat]

more tmr . hafta go )=

2007-05-20T06:12:00.001-07:00

YESYESYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOTS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
-jumps up and start screaming like mad moneky-
i finally did 188FMFMFMFMFM
yeshh!! ><
at first is do 178 , i already super happy .
than try 188 do fm (=
happyhappy~

2007-05-18T05:59:00.001-07:00

ello people .
i am SICKSICKSICKXD .
lol .
dint go to school today ... coz sick ...
like want to puke but cannot and fever =/
i dunn0 leii . i really sick .
well , the LANG FEST was BORING .
first day , we had the GLOBETROTTERS .
went round the ariconditioned hall , and walk around looking t diffrent 'countries'
quite siianZZ , alot of peeps , and leg pain .
do abit than go our class booth sit on the stage steps and slack .
lucky our class booth is not at the side . at the stage infront .
we can slack ..XD .
than got the mother tongue broadcasting competition .
i tell you , those peeps are seriously PRO lohh .
the first girl came up , talking about internet addiction
i was like what is she talking about .
hear all the chen yu , i blur like sotong .
than the next day got AMAZINGRACE .
lipin was like super HYPE lar .
keep say what , yay got treasure hunt/hide and seek
coz one part of the thing requires us to hunt down CHARACTERS to give our answers .
i keep tell her is AMZAINGRACE not TREASUREHUNT .
than she say very fun derrh .
than halfway she say siianZZ until no words to describe .
haha .
than third day which is today ,i never go .
WAHLIIAO got outdoor performing and PINIC <#333 .
but no go school means i also miss SJAB *grins-
wednesday the SJAB was seriously siianZZ .
EXCEPT when lipin was like 'introducing' herself .
so farnii mahhs ~
XDD .
i think i suay , or look very ...
dunno yy .
peeps see me like want to find my trouble. ...
wtf .
not happy say mahhs~ still push all the blame to me .
for i am who am i , if you are not happy with me , jolly well FUCK OFF .

2007-05-16T04:02:00.000-07:00
wtfwtfwtfwtfwtf
just let me curse lurrh .
what the fucking fuck.
no mood to bitch bout that person ,
aiiyah , i just need a place to scream
FUCKER LARRH YOU ..

2007-05-14T05:33:00.000-07:00

the first time you held my hand
the first time i felt your lips
the firt time for everything we did
slowly but surely made me realised

love is like a mystery
things we never know happen
so we need a detective
to show us what it all means

love is like a butterfly wings
how they are same , yet slightly diffrent
yet together in one form
just like our hearts interwined together

love is like a miracle
how things thought impossible happen
how it feels so magical , sensational
like when we are together

love is a maple tree
defying all odds to be diffrent
just like how the leaves are red in spring
like our love will be forever , not just for the moment

love is like the ocean
not always peaceful and calming
love has its rough and smooths , ups and downs
but its still a beautiful thing

so fly here now little butterfly
lets fly off to the sunset
lay with me on the cool green grass
thinking of how our love is special and forever

2007-05-14T01:41:00.000-07:00

bohliia0 piic . taken in the toilet or the classroom .
coz after checking papers , got time , but teach no come
so we take in class l0hhs .
actually cannot bring hp =x

got one more poem .post tonight .

...?

2007-05-14T00:35:00.000-07:00
at the library again ...x.x
bought shinigami no ballad vol 1 .
in el that is .
will buy trinity blood and i dunn0 ...
mar ?
waiting for the next volume of a thousand years of snow .
well ... i am happy that i passed two of subjects lerr ...
XDD .
i passed EL , but poorly wors .
i tio 58 marks ... 58 ... 58... T.T
i almost cried ...
nbmnbm . history is 65 .
i already go halleluyarrh le .
haha .
kayys , they want to go liia0 =_=
zaiijiian .
baiibaii~xpp

2007-05-12T22:40:00.000-07:00
found this pic thing at a website .
got alot others , but sme end up too small =/
i like the things tthey write on it xpp .
enjoy <#333

2007-05-12T06:55:00.000-07:00
Will you be the king to my secret world?
under the old maple tree
just like when we were kids
imaging we were king and queens

will you be my pillar of support
will you catch me when i fall
please , boy , be my king
i'll gladly be your queen

your commands are my life
your worries , my worries
so come now boy , come right here
lets kiss under the old maple tree

---------------- adultish content-----------------------

i want your hands around my body
i want your tongue in my mouth
i want to devour you in and out
i want you and i to join as one

and as i whimper under your hold
give my pleasure , show me lust
show me how you'll rule my world
let me reconsider your position

and as you roll over , sweating and godly
make me cuddle up to you again
make me scream your name loud and clear
proclaiming you as king

hold me tight after it ends
allow our bodies to sway in perfect rhythm
give me the crown to denote jme as queen
make me yours, till the day i have to leave .

i dunno how this came to me .
i guess c0z i was reading a book =x
adult books XD

2007-05-12T02:07:00.000-07:00
umms ... new skin .
i need to find one with wider space =/
no poem wahahaha .
c0z cannot think .
=_=
enjoy the new skin . five your honest rates on the skin and my writing =D

2007-05-11T19:25:00.000-07:00

i sit in the corner everyday
drawing circles in the sand
waiting for you to come back
just like you promised , two years ago

the smell of you lingers on the bed
i fall asleep dreaming of you
your clothes are still in the wardrobe
dust collecting , but never touched

i long to embrace you in my arms
to gently kiss you on your lios
to whisper i love you in your ear
to run my fingers up and down your skin

another two years fly , i'm twentyFive
i see your shadow and run
you open your arms , i mumped right in .
feeling your broad warm chest once again

a little girl tots by , you rub her hand
i'll like you meet my daugther you said
i stare at you , eyes wide open
feeling my world crashing around me

you ecplained how , on a drunk dare
'had a one night stand with a wife of a friend
you promised to raise the girl
beacuase your friend didnt want the child

i looked at the girl , eyes crystal blue
looking at them , reminded me of you .
you look at me pleading , my heart swelled
\inodded my head and said i'll marry you .

fifty years down the road
the sight of you still triggers my lust
you were , and still are important to me
thanks for not lettingme waiti any longer

i have no idea how i write these stories or poemish things .
more i just take the pen and my hand controls me .
HEHE~

2007-05-11T19:15:00.000-07:00
i'll kiss you under the raining skys
i'll hug you in the sweltering sun
i'll give you warmth in stormy winds
i'll lead the dance under the misty clouds

during winter , the roses will bloom
during winter , i'll draw hearts in the sand for you
during summer , we'll make snow angels
during summer , i'll withstand the hail with you

during autumn , all flowers will bloom
during autumn , i'll twirl you around in flowery fields
during spring , i'll hide in the leaves with you
during spring , i'll dance around the bonfire with you

whatever the season , our love is true
i'll fulfill>?< your every disire
impossible or possible
love itself is already a miracle
one that lasts forever .

2007-05-11T07:26:00.000-07:00
i sitll cant edit my posts ...
cant bold and all that .
wth ..
i have a urge to drink RED WINE .
i have no idea yy .
having a vague idea of another poemish thing .
i kee siia0 .
keep getting ideas out of no where .
this one is happy happy one btw .

2007-05-11T02:28:00.000-07:00
i cant edit my posts ...
i dunno wadds ronqq ...

aniiwaes , another thinggyy

even if you hate me , killed me that night
you have to admit , i made an impact in your life
i will leave a mark , like a snail silvery trail
but it will be a harsh black stain instead

my image inprinted in your mind
my words carved in your skin
very soon , my boy , i'll see you again .
my cold hands will go around your neck
i'll press hard and deep , probe your veins
before my gothic nails pierce them in.
i'll whisper " it was your fault , you know?"
before my vengeful spirit takes over me .
i'll bring you along to my final resting place
where you will say for eternity .
i'll never let you forget the day
you broke my heart with the cold metal bullet
so , bay boy , the time has arrived
where we'll be forever free
i want to hold you in my arms
watch you squirm and scream
my hated lingers on
soon suffocating you
say goodbye when you can
for i am arriving , my boy , for you
for me .

我的黑马王子，我从爱过你。为什么你把我丢下。我愿意永远当你的在城堡里住的公主，你能像以前爱我吗，把我再抱在你温暖的怀抱里，永远不要放我走，一起走人身的路。

...

2007-05-10T17:19:00.000-07:00
what the hell .
something rong my blogger

aniiways ,,,

another eediotic poem . i spent a little more time on it xpp

will you boy , be my kinght in black eyeliner?
will you girl , be my gothic lady in distress?

can my love be the blade to your heart
to let you forget all your troubles
can my passion be the pills to your passion
to make it higher , forget all your troubles

will you girl be my corpse bride in black
will you boy be my bridegroom in rags and torns
my love for you , a black ray of truth
can our happiness be like the blood that splurts out?
bringing pleasure and freedom unto our life .

DRAFT .<#333

2007-05-09T21:43:00.000-07:00
The key to the door
his love to her heart
the passion they had
the kisses they shared
met at christmas , under the mistletoe
according to tradition , did what they were told
shared a kiss , more minblowing than lust
for they were meatn to for each other , it was a must

for the firdt date , hand in hand , they wantched the sunset
the boy forgot him trouble , the girl her problems she had
thr passion they had , hotter than light
for this time a girl , had found her MrRight

two years into dating , he proposed .the girl wtihout a doubt agreed , said yes
she believed that his love was untained
and soon she'll find out it was right to have accepted
five years into marriage , both twentyfive
they were having fun , enjoying their marriage life...

cant think .
brain freeze
post later .

wooden box

2007-05-09T01:23:00.000-07:00
at the bottom of the wooden box
belows the albums and stuff
lays something mary ann cherished
till the day it costed her life

a once sharp blade , now rusty and blunted
stained with blood , tears and pain
the leather brown handle old and ragged
the shine replaced with dread and grief

a good family , caring and loving
everything she wanted , was at her reach
lucious red curls that flew around her face
she was the girl everyone envied to be

her boyfriend was a cheater , a user too
her friends all here , just to get wellknown
no one to turned to when things got rough
except for the borwn leather handled knife

the first time it happened , a night in june
she failed a test , first in her life
her friends chided her , called her dumb
while he didnt care ,told her just work harder

a kind of pleasure she never knew exsist hit her
when the cold harsh blade entered her skin
she muffled her cries , bit on her lips
as the blade re=enter her pale white skin

she started ignoring others , outcasting herself
her blade always faithfully by her side
huge colourful bangles hid her many scrs
but nothing except love could ever heal them

one cold winter night , three days before christmas
she needed a hit ,an weird urge to cut
she drag the blade across her wrist
a snowstorm brewed , too deep it went
and blood started spluting out

she thought it was okay , thought it was fine
but the blood didnt stop , oh no , it didnt
she washed it under water , applied preasure
nothing happened , she knew it was goodbye

she teared and weeped , crying so hard
she hid her knife in the old wooden box
using a marker she wrote in big letters
CHERISH LIFE FOR ME , FOR I DIDNT .

the kinfe is still there this very day
along with her things , her past , her story .
buried under ground it will remain hidden
until the day when someone cares
till the day when someone really cares .

2007-05-08T19:03:00.000-07:00
a shotgun marriage couple
one sixteen , one eighteen
the guy a good for nothing
the girl a drug addict

met in a club , down the street
the girl was eager , she did anything
the boy was hungey , he wanted anything
flirting lead from one thing to another

she turned pregnant , her belly heavy
his catholic background kept him guilty
he asked for her heas in marriage
she , without anyone could only agree

before the child was out
they looked like a family
he worked hard , earned money
she at home , waiting for the baby

but after the baby came , things changed
he quitted his job , hung out with friends
she went to bars , got involved in drugs again
the baby was alone , crying his lungs out

they didnt care pretended not to see
they didnt want anything to do with the baby
a cold december night , baby fell sick
they were out ther , celebrating christmas

the second day , when they checked on him
found out he was sick , hotter than the sun
they panicked , afraid a life would be lost
they sent the baby to a hospital

the doctor said he was disappointed
as the baby was sick , lack of care
her consicience kick in , broke down and cry
he could only stare in shock and fright

back at home , the air was cold
she cried without stopping , huge gulps of tears
seeing her weak , wimpering self
he could not help , but gave her a hug

they promised each other to try out this
to learn to love to forget to hate
to accept things for the time now
to become a true real family for him

she nodded his head and began to cry again
he lent her his chest which she softly accept
a warmth he dint know filled his body
for the seeds of love had planted in his heart

she cried in his chest , like a warm blanket
he was so surreal , so important .
she let her hands go round his neck
and a kiss they shared , this time filled with love

another one . my third (=

againXD

2007-05-08T05:06:00.000-07:00
Right from second grade
they were the best of friends
masy and michael
a boy and a girl

he always pulled her pigtails
she always teased his freckles
for every birthday party
they blew the candles together

dtarting of ninth grade
he was popular and famous
he had gilrs lining up
but his heart only wanted her

she became dark and gothic
a emo , labelled by others
she cut herself to ease the pain
that her family inflicted on her

everytime a girl broke her heart
she was there holding his hand
everytime her family hurted her
he was always there lending his shoulder

on day this particular night
her parents hurt her and left her home
today she was a year older
today , eveything will stop

he was on his way to her house
planned to bring her out
to celebrate thie eighteen birthday
to confess what he felt

the gun was to her head
her trembling finger on the trigger
her body shook , her heart ached
forever , she would never see him

he rung up the doorbell
three times , their secret code
she heard him from inside
the gun fell from her hand

he saw , tapped near the door
a note , stained with tears
"i am gone , hope you'll are glad
i will never again be a burden"

he bursted , he screamed no
scanning the house to find her
worried to find her lifeless body
instead he found her fragile self

slumped on the ground
tears in her eyes
the gun on the floor
the bullet attached

he move foward quietly
kicked the gun away
he gathered her in his arms
she cried into his chest

she moved her head tohis broad warm shuolder
but unlike before instead of whispering "it'll be alright"
he held his breath , calm his heart and whispered "i love you"
she cried harder , tears of joy , she whispered " i love you too"

another of my creationXD

XDagain

2007-05-08T01:28:00.000-07:00
he was mean
he was rough
he spoke words
that hurt so much

she was hurt
she was abused
she hated her family
she only loved him

he said she was useless
said she was dumb
the words were like daggers
hurting her so very much

she thought of death
but her heart said no
but the silver of her kinfe
kept taunting her so

she called him up
sad yet eager
she told him she loved him
and hung up the phone

he sensed something wrong
and made his way there
but he knew somehow
it was all already gone

the knife met her heart
and she collasped on the floor
tears streaked down her cheeks
knowing what she did was wrong

he bursted through the door
tears burning his face
seeing his pure angel
tainted and fallen

her head in his arms
he told her softly
that he always loved her
not knowing how to say

she said knowing was enough
and gave him her final smile
she breathed her last
and left this bare world

he screamed at her for going
for leaving him alone
for deserting him
in this cold and lonely world

her blood surrounded her like wings
guiding her to the heavens
where he knew he would go too
sooner than expected

he took the bloodied knife
and plung it into him
he held her in his arms
and said goodbye to the world

the very next day
her parents were home
shocked were they to see
two figures on the floor

beside the bodies laid a note
written in the finest gold
i love you always will
we'll be together forever and more

they stood at the side , hand in hand
smiling and tearing , looking at the scene
they nodded their heads and walked
walk right in to the realms of forever

a little something i wrote during the exams
the storyline is inspired but something i read
but the words are all mine =Dhope you like it x.x
will write more , if i want XD

poem???

2007-05-07T05:13:00.000-07:00

well . i wrote a little something during the 10mins i left after the LIT paper .

Dark and night

Day and light

Rise and fall

You and me

Sky and sea

Sun and moon

Heaven and hell

You and me

Together forever
Never parted
A cycle , pattern
You and me

Dark and light
Day and night
Rise and fall
You and me
- by the toopid eediot xiiaochAelXD

DIEDIE

2007-05-07T02:15:00.000-07:00

DIE LERR LARR .
MY MATHS DO UNTIL SO KNS .
ANDIT WAS LIKE CHAOCHAOCHAO HARD LOHHS .
on the brigther side , is the maple char nice XD .
baiibaiis~

EVIL .

2007-05-05T06:01:00.000-07:00

I HATE HIM .
THAT FUCKING PETTY EEDIOT .
THAT BASTARD WHO THINKS HE FUCKING OWNS THE WORLD
WHAT THE FUCK LARR .
I CHANGE YOUR PROBLEM IS IT .
I SAY THINGS THAT WANT MAKE YOU 'CRY' MY PROBLEM IS IT ?
HARH ? HARH ?
THAN STILL SAY WHAT DONT FRIEND , WANT SAY , SAY IN MY FACE LARR .
SMS LIKE COWARD LIKE THAT .
YOU THINK I SCARED YOU IS IT ?
SO PETTY . SO GIRLY . ALWAYS SO DIIAO .
THAN WHEN RON AND ME GO OUT WITH OUR SEC FRIENDS NEVER GO WITH YOU /
SAY WE ALL VEEY WHAT . WHAT THE FUCK L;AR .
EUU CAN GO AND GET A LIFE OR NOT ? NOT HAPPY THAN GO OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS LAR .
BLOODY FUCKER .
THAN KEEP SAY WE LIKE SO DISTANT KEEP CHANGING .
THAN WHAT ? WANT ME TO STAY MY PRIMARY 6 SELF IS IT ?
PLEASE LURH , PEOPLE CHANGE ONE OKAY .
YOU THINK EUU NEVER CHANGE ? EUU MORE PETTY THAN LAST TIME .
WE TALK TO EUU YOU SAY WE NEVER TALK TO YOU .
EVERYTHING EUU WANT TO WIN .
EUU BOY BIG DEAL ARH .
I DONT CARE LOHH .
I RATHER EUU GO RAWT IN HELL AND BURN FOR ETERNITY .
FUCK EUU , EUU HEAR MII , FUCK YOU .

now to normal things .
go cut my hair again today ....
i siia0 one HEHEE ><
no mood to post lar .
baiibaii~

camwhoring

2007-05-04T07:12:00.000-07:00

ugly PHOTO T.T
got another with specs ever worse.
BAHHS .
nothing tuhh do ..
so play around with my camera until boh BATT ...
diia0 man ...
euu all cha0 bad .
no one wan peii mii watch SPIDERMAN3 .
all one watch POC3 .
=.@
i scared the stupid squid face guy leiis .
still ask me go watch .
euu all weird ahs ?
nvmnvm . i wait the DVD come out .
ATLEAST PEI ME GO WATCH THE PERFECT STRANGER HORH .
you all say want watch also >;(
aiiyahh .
i hate exams lar . calculator lost also .
thankeuu beiiann f0r lendinqq mii <#333 .
will return euu after the exams . will try to use without wasting the battrey .
i just hope i can return the calculator in one piece tuhh euu lar .
i think i look cockeye in the photo .
like blurblur one .
aiiyah , hair also messy until kiisiia0 .
=.@
i really pa pa the SCIENCE leii .
the IT DAY thing today so hard =.@
i do alreadii scared .
ask mii do exam ask me go tiaolou better ...
watching anime again LOL .
watching ... DN ANGEL .
DArk<333#
mr COOL xD .
audi rocks siia .
kayys , i know is like , chao random .
see euu tmr , i hope xpp