
damn sad T_______________________T
yy must de bleedy person wan banding ?
do you know how it broke my little hart =x
to seperate from the people who made me grow up
learn new things .
who made me laugh , till my stomach ached .
who made me so happy to be with them .
the people who taught me things more important than studies .
who comfort me when i cry .
and make me laugh again .
who cared , who did not turn their back , never had .
how every second with them is so enjoyable , and so memorable .
forever etched into my mind .
like a never ending film playing .
like a never ending song on a record .
the ones who made me from the blur bookworm to the semi-hyper person i am now .
the times we enthu-ed together or precious .
others may find us weird , loose screws maybe ,
but we had each other . we didnt need anyone else .
thanks for defending me when someone scolded me .
for helping copy de answers .
for comforting me when i quarreled with my mum .
i couldnt thank you enough .
i want you all to know that the time with you all was one of the best phase of my life .
i will never forget what we did . what we said , and how we always laughed with each other .
i will miss you all =(
goodbye , but not forever ,
thanks for all the memories you all have given me .
i will treasure them with my life .
- Goh Rachael 05 oneGRACER'07
and i see the memories in my mind
flooding past like a river
etched forever in my mind
a endless record , played all the time
CRAPPPP .
all guys are jerkss (for the exception of some)
well , i had a maple darr .
he doesnt live in sg , but in malaysia .
we started off as pure maple friends , than he ask me la .
he WAS quite a nice guy la . help me buy thing , train my character . all that crap .
than was like , he even though is like 30+ level higher than me , will always pei me de . and the weird thing is , we used to kerning pq together == so he train like damn fast .
than he will waste his own training time to train me at zombie lupin or whatever .
he will always rather help me buy good equips than upgrade his own weapons .
slowly , we exchanged handphone number , and msn .
we started off only smsing like , once a week or so .
than it became a daily thing .
he always called me darr in the smses , and ending them with muackks .
i seldom did that la , but to continue the maple thing , i did .
he was a funny guy , and sometimes send me those super mushy smses , but i knew they were not real , but they made me feel good .
we sms very random stuff . he can suddenly send me something like " bleh bleh bleh sianz " than the next sms would be " what u doin "
once , he sent me his photo (cant see de la == so dark) in the morning== , say to wake me up . LOL =/
he cheered me up when i was having my exams , esp before the maths paper .
he said he would enter the exam hall with me . LOL . even though it would not happen , it was a sweet gesture .
than , he had to immigrate to new zealand , for three years .
or so was his words .
we promised to continue to keep in contact , and i thought we would be just friends , even in maple , but he relentless continue smsing me , ending darr and muackks everywhere .
we made a pact to meet in sg , after he came back .
than i stopped playing maple , going to audition .
he stopped to , as he said he tio scam 15mil .
but we continued smsing and msning .
the day after my exams , i sent him a sms , like he asked me to .
he never replied . i waited for three days , than sent another one .
to be sure .
he still didnt reply .
i decided to ignore that , and log in to msn , only to find out he had deleted me .
i was hurt . dammit , i was hurt .
even though we were only online dating or something like that .
and knew the pact of meeting up most likely will not happen .
but he could atleast give me an explanation , send soomething like , good bye .
he didnt have to just disappear ,
i really feel hurt .
reallyreally hurt .
i am over him now , i sent him a sms , telling him i get it .
i guess , thats why they say online dating never worked .
I didn't know what I had to doI just knew I was alonePeople around meBut they didn't careSo I searched into my soulI'm not the type of girl that will let them see her cryIt's not my styleI get bySee i'm gonna do this for me

today is marking day =D
wed la --
mon; had some sport thingthing at school
first half the day was ... some tchoku ball thing .
forgot spelling le . muhahahas .
was quite fun . though i suckked at it ==
and ahem . some people horhhs . if u dun wan to play .
dun need to like fine lurhhs , i play .
than halfway through the game , you all disappear ==
eii , WTF is ur problem ? =D
that after recess had the what cup stacking thing ==
quite fun at the starting .
than got boring .
but not easy lurhhs . need skill de ==
tue;
DIDNT GO KAYAking with the others ==
coz mum dun let . MEHHS .
lucky i got dragon boat before le == so not that out lurhhs .
went to my ahyi house lend her DS .
ya la . i know very old le la . my problem ==
play POKEMONdiamond .
YAY . fun .
== you think i siao le .
but i like mahhs =x
than is like , i choose the advance player pokemon .
coz i play since wad , blue version ==
my ahyi lend me her ds =D i go take later ~ go vivo find her ==
YAY . i can chiong lvl == .
wed; GOING AUDITION NOW =D .
seee you peeps <3