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Monday, October 29, 2007 7:45 AM
happyhappy .
but for all the wrong reasons
went to vivo to find my ahyi >.>
coz i going her house to stay =D .
i lovelovelove pageONE .
coz they have some many comics i cant find .
THE WHOLE DNANGEL SERIES =X
i bought physco buster one and chao ren qi honey one .
BUT SOMEHOW . its all decent covers and super cute characters .
but inside . ITS . ohlala . SMEXINESS .
i will just pretend that i didny say anything , and you didnt hear anything =D
and i bought a book . a book i said .
ITS A VAMPIRE HUNTRESS SERIES . AND ITS NOT BUFFY .
its anita ... i think .
than , i was waiting for ahyi to xia ban mahhs .
than i see got this section about plays and something .
than i finding romeo and juliet the play mahhs .
coz i suddenly feel like reading it >.>
than . i saw this bigbig thickthick book .almost all of shakespears(sp?) play
and alotalot of things .
i wam buy de >.>
its one hundred and nine dollars .
HOLY BANANAS .
no hope la .
and .
dance online RULES .
tata <3

A glooming peace this morning with it brings
The sun, for sorrow, will not show his head:
Go hence, to have more talk of these sad things;
Some shall be pardon'd, and some punished:
For never was a story of more woe
Than this of Juliet and her Romeo.

Saturday, October 27, 2007 6:54 AM



damn sad T_______________________T
yy must de bleedy person wan banding ?
do you know how it broke my little hart =x
to seperate from the people who made me grow up
learn new things .
who made me laugh , till my stomach ached .
who made me so happy to be with them .
the people who taught me things more important than studies .
who comfort me when i cry .
and make me laugh again .
who cared , who did not turn their back , never had .
how every second with them is so enjoyable , and so memorable .
forever etched into my mind .
like a never ending film playing .
like a never ending song on a record .
the ones who made me from the blur bookworm to the semi-hyper person i am now .
the times we enthu-ed together or precious .
others may find us weird , loose screws maybe ,
but we had each other . we didnt need anyone else .
thanks for defending me when someone scolded me .
for helping copy de answers .
for comforting me when i quarreled with my mum .
i couldnt thank you enough .
i want you all to know that the time with you all was one of the best phase of my life .
i will never forget what we did . what we said , and how we always laughed with each other .
i will miss you all =(
goodbye , but not forever ,
thanks for all the memories you all have given me .
i will treasure them with my life .
- Goh Rachael 05 oneGRACER'07


and i see the memories in my mind
flooding past like a river
etched forever in my mind
a endless record , played all the time

Saturday, October 20, 2007 6:02 AM
hihi =/=/
changed my blogskin , coz my com cant get to the old de ==
will still put total eclipse of the heart as the song =/
or maybe not == put as second de .
=D .

mon;
no school .
got dragged to the beach again =D
this time , we stayed over an hour .
COOL RIGHT ? =x
you didnt see that .
was damn fun .
than the tide suddenly super big la .
scare people ==
go home , use com , and read . see , i so good de =x

tues;
hmmmms . . . i cant remember ==

wed;
art fest .
quite fun la . actually .
SUIAN GOGO XD
had alot of performances thingthing
I LOVED THE SALSA DANCERS =D
DAMN CHIO LA . i mean de dance ==
not the dancers .
NO OFFENCES =D
got alot of other thingthing too . cant rmb much ==

thur;
STOMACH FLUUUUUU .
so no go school . heard they watch the incredibles .
bleedy boring show .
slacked at home =D
use computer , chiong audition .
LVL15 BAYBEEE .
effing happy .
one more lvl to clubber =D
was shocked i passed license >.>
chinese lady lei . WTF .
that song rocks la .
BUTBUTBUT , THE DOG BARKING DAMN IRRITATING ==
woofwoofwoofwoofwoof
FUCK U LA ==
i last 30secs do 5 perfs ==
SCARE PEOPLE .
tot will fail .

fri;
go school .
in the hall whole day .
SIIANNN .
stomach pain after recess .
for whole day la .WTF .
than watch HSM .
than we sing along la . fun siiiia .
they keep go out of tune .
><><><
than watched secret .
FUCKING NICE CAN =D
but i still rather play de harp >.>

sat;
fell down ytd .
knee swollen FUCK LA . CANT WALK PROPERLY .
go out with frens .
GIRLGUIDE COOKIE RAWKS
damn bleedy nice la .
chocomint la .
borrowed books , coz i am a nerd at heart .
heehee =D
ahyi help me buy 3 dgrayman book .
EFFING HAPPPYY =D .

THIS concludes my bleedy random post .
SO LONG AND GOODNIGHT .


this is side one
flip me over
i know i'm not your favourite record
the songs you come to like
never stick at first
and i am writing you the chorus
and here is your verse


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Sunday, October 14, 2007 5:33 PM
lawls .
its like eight thirty on mon .
and i am blogging , when i should be sleeping ==
coz my cousin too noisy -.- ;
so gan chui wake up la . whatever .

sun;
went to sunplaza and find lipin .
than she buy her harvest moon . <3
i also wan play =(
but i wait for the girl version .
but all the guys like damn ugly ==
almost two got something like elvis hair hair .
piakpiak . stupid producers .
the girl chio got what use ,
i wan shuai ge =/
ok . that was random. .
than lipin kee siao == suddenly wan go beach .
than i pei her go la , we buy large kfc drink , than take bus go sembawang park , which has a beach .
than it was like , we only stay for what ? half an hour ==
lol . but quite kayys la .
we like just let the waves wash against our legs , than lipin wan throw stone to the sea , see can jump not .
results .
hers jump one time .
mine FAILED ==
than we tried and tried la .
i cannot la ==
lipin got another pass de . =/
than we lay out mine magazine sit on it ==
coz old issue de .
than we fold boat la .
mine float until very long .
hers awhile jiu capsize le . muhahahahahahahahas .
than we go back sunplaza , go eat .
than go library slack , coz she want play her ds .
than i read my comic .
than i go home . than is like , my room light spoil ==
play audi in the dark la . WTH .
cannot see what i typing .
than give up , go back my ahyi house .
coz my alot of things still at her there ==
okok . i go surf the web lerhhs .
see ya later <3

Total Eclipse of the Heart by westlife .
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tearsTurnaround, every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time)
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in you eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time)
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart

totally in love with the song =x
mehehehehehehes .

Friday, October 12, 2007 8:42 PM
CRAPPPP .
all guys are jerkss (for the exception of some)
well , i had a maple darr .
he doesnt live in sg , but in malaysia .
we started off as pure maple friends , than he ask me la .
he WAS quite a nice guy la . help me buy thing , train my character . all that crap .
than was like , he even though is like 30+ level higher than me , will always pei me de . and the weird thing is , we used to kerning pq together == so he train like damn fast .
than he will waste his own training time to train me at zombie lupin or whatever .
he will always rather help me buy good equips than upgrade his own weapons .
slowly , we exchanged handphone number , and msn .
we started off only smsing like , once a week or so .
than it became a daily thing .
he always called me darr in the smses , and ending them with muackks .
i seldom did that la , but to continue the maple thing , i did .
he was a funny guy , and sometimes send me those super mushy smses , but i knew they were not real , but they made me feel good .
we sms very random stuff . he can suddenly send me something like " bleh bleh bleh sianz " than the next sms would be " what u doin "
once , he sent me his photo (cant see de la == so dark) in the morning== , say to wake me up . LOL =/
he cheered me up when i was having my exams , esp before the maths paper .
he said he would enter the exam hall with me . LOL . even though it would not happen , it was a sweet gesture .
than , he had to immigrate to new zealand , for three years .
or so was his words .
we promised to continue to keep in contact , and i thought we would be just friends , even in maple , but he relentless continue smsing me , ending darr and muackks everywhere .
we made a pact to meet in sg , after he came back .
than i stopped playing maple , going to audition .
he stopped to , as he said he tio scam 15mil .
but we continued smsing and msning .
the day after my exams , i sent him a sms , like he asked me to .
he never replied . i waited for three days , than sent another one .
to be sure .
he still didnt reply .
i decided to ignore that , and log in to msn , only to find out he had deleted me .
i was hurt . dammit , i was hurt .
even though we were only online dating or something like that .
and knew the pact of meeting up most likely will not happen .
but he could atleast give me an explanation , send soomething like , good bye .
he didnt have to just disappear ,
i really feel hurt .
reallyreally hurt .
i am over him now , i sent him a sms , telling him i get it .
i guess , thats why they say online dating never worked .


I didn't know what I had to do
I just knew I was alone
People around me
But they didn't care
So I searched into my soul
I'm not the type of girl that will let them see her cry
It's not my style
I get by
See i'm gonna do this for me

6:49 AM
got all my results le .... =x

wed; marking day . went to vivo and find my ahyi and lend her ds .
she treated me to thai express =/
food was good , to me , spicy mahhs .
until my tongue no taste ==
than , help me buy two books =D .
DIMESTOREMAGIC and THESEVENSARCARMENT
something like that la .== .
than went home chiong pokemon diamond =D

thurs; RESULTSSS ,
shiok ah . as if ==
first was dt . FAILED BY ONE MARK .
damn sian de lohhs .
actually was 47 marks de , than is teacher miscount two marks .
no where to pull one more mark == sian laaaaaaaa .
than was ... english ! . quite pleased .
68/100 paper one and two .
LETTERWRITING pull me down T_T
my compo 24/30 , than letter writing 16/30 .
sian laaaa . than paper two is 48/something .
cant remember , =x
than was ... was wad ah ? ==
cant remember . oh ya , geog i think .
GEOG SUCKKKKKSS . 52/100 .
PASS LE ANYWAY .
literature happy =D
got 39/50 .
which is like , A1 =D .
first a1 of the exams . so was like happy till kee siao .

fri;
happy and sad .
first was maths .
got 51/100 .
paper 1 is 30/50
paper two obviously failed laaa .
cozcoz , teach mark very strict la . not our fault , kayys ? =x
than was art .
THAN WE ALL REBEL =D .
coz she == .
so diao laaa . talk so many extra things , wad her problem .
than was chinese .
DAMN HAPPY CAN . i actually got a A1 for paper2 ==
52.5/70 .
75 MARKS ! .
A1 ! .
AHHHHHHHHHHS . KEE SIAO .
than was science , passseedd .
63.5/100 .
super shocked . i thought will get 50+ ==
YAY . SA1 52.5 now 63.5 , 11 marks improvement .
than after school go wenmin house there .
hougang point la .
eat kfc , than go void deck play monkey with kenneth volleyball .
actually wan play volleyball , but raining == so at void deck try .
but void deck the ceiling too low . LOL . so we play monkey .
i most little time monkey . muhahahs .

which proves the people around me can catch balls really well =D


the songs you learn to like
never stick at first
so i writing you the chorus
and here is your verse

Tuesday, October 09, 2007 4:51 PM



today is marking day =D
wed la --

mon; had some sport thingthing at school
first half the day was ... some tchoku ball thing .
forgot spelling le . muhahahas .
was quite fun . though i suckked at it ==
and ahem . some people horhhs . if u dun wan to play .
dun need to like fine lurhhs , i play .
than halfway through the game , you all disappear ==
eii , WTF is ur problem ? =D
that after recess had the what cup stacking thing ==
quite fun at the starting .
than got boring .
but not easy lurhhs . need skill de ==

tue;
DIDNT GO KAYAking with the others ==
coz mum dun let . MEHHS .
lucky i got dragon boat before le == so not that out lurhhs .
went to my ahyi house lend her DS .
ya la . i know very old le la . my problem ==
play POKEMONdiamond .
YAY . fun .
== you think i siao le .
but i like mahhs =x
than is like , i choose the advance player pokemon .
coz i play since wad , blue version ==
my ahyi lend me her ds =D i go take later ~ go vivo find her ==
YAY . i can chiong lvl == .

wed; GOING AUDITION NOW =D .
seee you peeps <3

Saturday, October 06, 2007 3:43 AM

WOOTS . EXAMS OVERRRRR .
as of yesterday =x

mon;
LIT AND MATHSSS .
suckks .
my correction tape died during LIT == diao . my paper was like MESSIIEE .
cancel cross all that .
and i was like ONE HOUR FOURTY FIVE MINUTE . sure alot of time <3
than i finished the set text in 1hr . PANICKED PANICKED .
45min to do the unseen . OH HOLY BANANAS . almost didnt finish .
maths . was easier than expected . BUT I THIS TYPE OF PERSON ... sure fail .
WOOTSWOOTS ); finished paper 15mins before time . a freaking record o.o

tues;
DT AND GEOG ...
-takes gun and shoot selfs-
DEADDD . ;( . my geog was like SHYTTT .
to me was like ultra HARDD .
ink ran ourt half way . is it a sign ? HMMS ...xD
DT . drew the two impt figures in halfhour . and not much time to finish others ..
and wan us to design a walking stick cum stool cum hook . ZZZ .
and , couldnt remember the movement thing . oscillating;linear;rotary and ???
CRAPP . and the pinion and watever . i worte PIVAL ==
OH LORDDD . FUCKED UP MAN .

wed;
MTMTMTMTMTMT .
spent the whole night trying to memorise the words .
couldnt write two . cant rmb . alot of people also DUNNO .
and got one word only my chinese class know .LOL . wenxin de xin .
paper was quite ok la . the compre was o.o .
the last line was what some people devils are released by thier angels .
UMMS . ???
LOL .
my compo sucks DICKK .
was like no ROFLMAO . funny ==
letter writing can say FLYAWAY .

thurs;
SCIENCE AND MATHS .
crappp .
MY SCIENCE SUCKSS . esp the physics part .
i was like 15 marks might as well FORGET IT LAA .
sure fail , why waste time ==
finished at round , 15mins before time . was a 1 hour and fourtyfive mins paper
MATHS SUCKSS . did damn poorly .
first question , PURE ALGEBRA . six marks . didnt even attempt .
than . got another one . surface area and total area de .
WRONG HEIGHT == whole question gone .
that is like 12 marks down the STINKY DRAIN ==

fri;
ART . drew MARCHEN AWAKENS ROMANCE characters .
damn hard for me , i am like a noob at drawing .
2and half hour later . FINISHEDD .
CWP . HERE WE COMEEEEEEEEE .
LOL . went with wenmin , lipin , suian . joey , mei , kenneth and javier o.o
wanted to watch movie de . but ... == no movie to watch .
so we go walkwalk .
than we decided wan to eat at jacks place . but . the student set was at onethirty .
we were there at eleventhirty .
== two hours to kill .
BOUGHT GELARE .. the orange sorbert RAWKSS .if got chance go try =)
than . we went walking .
wenmin bought her minutes to midnight .
grats ? ==
and ahem . PETEWENTZ IS MORE SHUAI THAN CHESTER BENNINGTON . RMB THAT .
MEHHS .
than . my bag was like CRAPP .
or something in my bag .
I WALK INTO THE SHOP ONLY HOR . THAN THE CENSOR WILL GO BEEPBEEPBEPP .
== EII , WHATtheFUCK ?
i think coz my ahyi gave me her shop de sample thing , than i never peel off the price tag o.o ''
so gonna clear my bag later , MEOWS .
than we go eat at jacksplace . we DAMN BLEEDY NOISY CAN =D .
than the waitress quite nice de =)
and got someones birthday . than we cheer for them .
THEY LIKE NO RESPONSE DE == NOT SPORTING DERRHHSS .
== ok . lol . that was randomm .=S .
than nothing much le .
AUDI WO LAI LE <3
oh ya , i chionging old movies o.o
anyone have ?
i watching underworld and mission impossible .
I FEEL LIKE A BUMPKIN .
but oh LALA . i love the guns <3
racing show rawks too .
NOTHING BETS A HANDSOME DUDE ON A CAR =D
but not if he dies in the first half of the show .
TATA PEOPLE (;



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