Wednesday, May 30, 2007 11:58 AM

happy BLURDAY tuhh WENMIN <#33 .
muacks euu forever (= <#33
thirteen lerrh , more mature kayys ? =x
enjoy your day ~


umms ... attended another maple wedding .
this time is raiinxin to xl0verboi .
may the happy couple enjoy life !
raiin meii <#33 . grats wors .
must haohao take care of your aiai<#33

Tuesday, May 29, 2007 11:31 AM

today went to SUIAN house to swim / play / i dunno
ums .. we got into the pool when we reach there , but rain lohhs .
so swim bout half hour , got thunder , so we all chiong to SUIAN house inside .
than we order yummy KFC . but they all not full lurrhs . except me =x
than they go order pizzahut , but i never , coz i dun like pizza .
they order the pizza , than left one small slice , than i try lohhs .
i pluck out the pineapple =x
than accidentally eat pineapple
super awful lohhs .

than we go swim again , coz no rain ^^
we play catching and kenneth teach me how to dive . super hard lohhs . he teach me the flip i turn halfway than knocked against the swimming pool floor . coz that pool 1m . =_= than go home super suay , go fairprice buy LIME . than i alot of peeps mahhs , than i line up super long lar . than my turn liiao , got this kiam pak auntiie put her basket infront of me la .that cashier also dunno how to ask her to go behind mehhs ?
=_= i hope she rawts in hell lar .

i thinking of changing my blogname lohhs .

must relink (=

Monday, May 28, 2007 4:03 AM

this is the blessful picture of the wedding of xiia0nanaXD to dr3amlvrz .
lvl 46 spearman to lvl 89 priest .
fourteen people out of about fifteen attended .
tira could not attend as she offline =x
top row from left : DreamSky05 , Meowmeeee , DKmonz , xiia0nanaXD(the bride) , dr3amlvrz(the groom) , hit0 , Mrjames .
bottom row from left : kire , magicalgurl , trinityray , qiqi , capri(he is so touched he's crying=x) , babyjazzlin , l0verboii , raiin meii and gronhill .
the groom bought 10mil worth of ramen =_=
the bride bought 500k worth of bento =_=
guild ther were ; PAWS<#33(guild of bride and groom) , PREDATOR(qiqi) , BASH(l0verboii (?)) and some other which i cant see =________= .


wo aii nii 1314 , even if we cannot same day same month same year born , we will die on the same day , same month , same year <#33
loving you even if in death .
now and forever~

Saturday, May 26, 2007 5:20 AM

Friday, May 25, 2007 6:51 AM

jaZZ told me about this super fun thing about your life story music .
you have to open a playlist and press random , than follow the order .
i did once on my immem playlist , and once on my windows media player , by shuffling the list and picking the one on top .

IMMEM

opening credits ; dream a dream (nice)

waking up ; luz control(i dun get it ... )

first day of school ; turn back time (it was bad , wasnt it)

falling in love ; ting mama de hua (0.o'' mama choose ?)

breaking up ; call me when you're sober (broke up after drinking ? not a wise choice)

prom ; the grimm goodbye(breaking up date ? i thought break liiao?)

life is okay ; bumblebee(=_=)

mental breakdown ; welcome to my life (yay . nice .)

driving ; night (is it something kinky?)

flashback ; roses are red (violets are blue ...?)

getting back together ; aint no other man (another one that makes sense)

sex scene ; my love (0.o'')

dance ; dirty little secret (dirty dancing ?)

wedding ; tarzan and jane (... wedding song bout a couple xpp)

birth of child ; bianhao 89757 (... baby number 89757)

final battle ; zhen me ban (lol . )

death scene; she will be loved (i was never loved ? ...)

funeral song ; headstrong (headstone more like)

end credits ; angels cry (for me for me (= )

WINDOWSMEDIAPLAYER

opening credits ; whos that girl (nice . )

waking up ; naked (wdf ? NAKED ?)

first day of school ; get high (more like sleepy)

falling in love ; complicated (love is complicated)

breaking up ; a girl like me (he cheated on a girl like me ?)

prom ; crazy little thing call love (AHDORED)

life is okay ; jericho (?)

mental breakdown ; maneater (i went mental because i was a FLIRT ? F5)

driving ; mobile (=_=)

flashback ; no hay igual (i was spanish ? 0.o)

getting back together ; bad boy (badboys are nice (= )

sex scene ; my world (KINKY<#33)

dance ; skater boy (no idea)

wedding ; bu xiang zhang da (so ? got what connection)

birth of child ; superstar (0.o'')

final batle ; ta hai shi bu dong (he still doesnt know wadd ?)

death scene ; fly (super CHEESY)

funeral song ; hot stuff (i want you back) (0.o'' i am NEEDEDxpp)

end credits ; pon de replay (all over again )

Tuesday, May 22, 2007 4:30 AM

Monday, May 21, 2007 4:35 AM

scroll to the bottom of my playlist .
play that song <#33
i AHDORE it .
no idea yy .

FACE DOWN

Hey, girl, you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with makeup in the mirror
tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.
Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever, you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say you're right again,
say you're right again
heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
Face down in the dirt, she said, "This doesn't hurt"
, she said,"I finally had enough."[x2]

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
it's coming round again.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
[x2]Face down in the dirt, she said, "This doesn't hurt"
, she said,"I finally had enough."

disconnected

You know that you are
The center of my attention
And you leave me no choice
Tripping on to the floor
Looking at my reflection
As I follow the chord to your voice
As it rings on through
Your voice clearly receptive like the day we met I knew

Don't hang up on me 'cause I'm hung up on you
Don't tell me how to feel like you always do
I know you're right, I don't wanna fight
Is this how our story ends or a new chapter begins?

As the days roll by
Can't help myself just sit and wonder why
Was it something I said?
Something I did?My girl
Your wilted roses make me cry
A sentimental sign of rejection
As I follow the chord to your voice
As it rings on through
Your voice clearly receptive like the day we met I knew

Don't hang up on me 'cause I'm hung up on you
Don't tell me how to feel like you always do
I know you're right, I don't wanna fight
Is this how our story ends or a new chapter begins?

You said to insure your place with me
There's no room left for me to breathe
Every waking hour is just a new reminder
Of the time we spent together to say you love me

Don't hang up on me 'cause I'm hung up on you
Don't tell me how to feel like you always do
I know you're right, I don't wanna fight

angels cry

Well it's hard to explain but I'll try if you let me
Well its hard to sustain
I'll cry if you let me
This doesn't change the way I feel about you or your place in my life(please don't cry)
Can't you see I'm dying here?
A shot of broken heart that is chased with fear

Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way
Intentions that were pure have turned obscure
Seconds into hours
Minutes into years
Don't ask me why(please don't cry)
I cant tell you lies

Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way.[repeat]

My heart burns through
My chest to the floor
Tearing me silently although abruptly
Words cant hide as I'm taking you home
And I tried to see
Tried to understand your words as I'm taking you home

Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way[repeat]

more tmr . hafta go )=

Sunday, May 20, 2007 6:12 AM

Friday, May 18, 2007 5:59 AM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007 4:02 AM

wtfwtfwtfwtfwtf
just let me curse lurrh .
what the fucking fuck.
no mood to bitch bout that person ,
aiiyah , i just need a place to scream
FUCKER LARRH YOU ..

Monday, May 14, 2007 5:33 AM

1:41 AM

12:35 AM

at the library again ...x.x
bought shinigami no ballad vol 1 .
in el that is .
will buy trinity blood and i dunn0 ...
mar ?
waiting for the next volume of a thousand years of snow .
well ... i am happy that i passed two of subjects lerr ...
XDD .
i passed EL , but poorly wors .
i tio 58 marks ... 58 ... 58... T.T
i almost cried ...
nbmnbm . history is 65 .
i already go halleluyarrh le .
haha .
kayys , they want to go liia0 =_=
zaiijiian .
baiibaii~xpp

Saturday, May 12, 2007 10:40 PM

found this pic thing at a website .
got alot others , but sme end up too small =/
i like the things tthey write on it xpp .
enjoy <#333

6:55 AM

Will you be the king to my secret world?
under the old maple tree
just like when we were kids
imaging we were king and queens

will you be my pillar of support
will you catch me when i fall
please , boy , be my king
i'll gladly be your queen

your commands are my life
your worries , my worries
so come now boy , come right here
lets kiss under the old maple tree

---------------- adultish content-----------------------


i want your hands around my body
i want your tongue in my mouth
i want to devour you in and out
i want you and i to join as one

and as i whimper under your hold
give my pleasure , show me lust
show me how you'll rule my world
let me reconsider your position

and as you roll over , sweating and godly
make me cuddle up to you again
make me scream your name loud and clear
proclaiming you as king

hold me tight after it ends
allow our bodies to sway in perfect rhythm
give me the crown to denote jme as queen
make me yours, till the day i have to leave .

i dunno how this came to me .
i guess c0z i was reading a book =x
adult books XD

2:07 AM

umms ... new skin .
i need to find one with wider space =/
no poem wahahaha .
c0z cannot think .
=_=
enjoy the new skin . five your honest rates on the skin and my writing =D

Friday, May 11, 2007 7:25 PM

i sit in the corner everyday
drawing circles in the sand
waiting for you to come back
just like you promised , two years ago

the smell of you lingers on the bed
i fall asleep dreaming of you
your clothes are still in the wardrobe
dust collecting , but never touched

i long to embrace you in my arms
to gently kiss you on your lios
to whisper i love you in your ear
to run my fingers up and down your skin

another two years fly , i'm twentyFive
i see your shadow and run
you open your arms , i mumped right in .
feeling your broad warm chest once again

a little girl tots by , you rub her hand
i'll like you meet my daugther you said
i stare at you , eyes wide open
feeling my world crashing around me

you ecplained how , on a drunk dare
'had a one night stand with a wife of a friend
you promised to raise the girl
beacuase your friend didnt want the child

i looked at the girl , eyes crystal blue
looking at them , reminded me of you .
you look at me pleading , my heart swelled
\inodded my head and said i'll marry you .

fifty years down the road
the sight of you still triggers my lust
you were , and still are important to me
thanks for not lettingme waiti any longer

i have no idea how i write these stories or poemish things .
more i just take the pen and my hand controls me .
HEHE~

7:15 PM

i'll kiss you under the raining skys
i'll hug you in the sweltering sun
i'll give you warmth in stormy winds
i'll lead the dance under the misty clouds

during winter , the roses will bloom
during winter , i'll draw hearts in the sand for you
during summer , we'll make snow angels
during summer , i'll withstand the hail with you

during autumn , all flowers will bloom
during autumn , i'll twirl you around in flowery fields
during spring , i'll hide in the leaves with you
during spring , i'll dance around the bonfire with you

whatever the season , our love is true
i'll fulfill>?< your every disire
impossible or possible
love itself is already a miracle
one that lasts forever .

7:26 AM

i sitll cant edit my posts ...
cant bold and all that .
wth ..
i have a urge to drink RED WINE .
i have no idea yy .
having a vague idea of another poemish thing .
i kee siia0 .
keep getting ideas out of no where .
this one is happy happy one btw .

2:28 AM

i cant edit my posts ...
i dunno wadds ronqq ...

aniiwaes , another thinggyy

even if you hate me , killed me that night
you have to admit , i made an impact in your life
i will leave a mark , like a snail silvery trail
but it will be a harsh black stain instead

my image inprinted in your mind
my words carved in your skin
very soon , my boy , i'll see you again .
my cold hands will go around your neck
i'll press hard and deep , probe your veins
before my gothic nails pierce them in.
i'll whisper " it was your fault , you know?"
before my vengeful spirit takes over me .
i'll bring you along to my final resting place
where you will say for eternity .
i'll never let you forget the day
you broke my heart with the cold metal bullet
so , bay boy , the time has arrived
where we'll be forever free
i want to hold you in my arms
watch you squirm and scream
my hated lingers on
soon suffocating you
say goodbye when you can
for i am arriving , my boy , for you
for me .

我的黑马王子，我从爱过你。为什么你把我丢下。我愿意永远当你的在城堡里住的公主，你能像以前爱我吗，把我再抱在你温暖的怀抱里，永远不要放我走，一起走人身的路。

Thursday, May 10, 2007 5:19 PM

what the hell .
something rong my blogger

aniiways ,,,

another eediotic poem . i spent a little more time on it xpp

will you boy , be my kinght in black eyeliner?
will you girl , be my gothic lady in distress?

can my love be the blade to your heart
to let you forget all your troubles
can my passion be the pills to your passion
to make it higher , forget all your troubles

will you girl be my corpse bride in black
will you boy be my bridegroom in rags and torns
my love for you , a black ray of truth
can our happiness be like the blood that splurts out?
bringing pleasure and freedom unto our life .

DRAFT .<#333

Wednesday, May 09, 2007 9:43 PM

The key to the door
his love to her heart
the passion they had
the kisses they shared
met at christmas , under the mistletoe
according to tradition , did what they were told
shared a kiss , more minblowing than lust
for they were meatn to for each other , it was a must

for the firdt date , hand in hand , they wantched the sunset
the boy forgot him trouble , the girl her problems she had
thr passion they had , hotter than light
for this time a girl , had found her MrRight

two years into dating , he proposed .the girl wtihout a doubt agreed , said yes
she believed that his love was untained
and soon she'll find out it was right to have accepted
five years into marriage , both twentyfive
they were having fun , enjoying their marriage life...

cant think .
brain freeze
post later .

1:23 AM

at the bottom of the wooden box
belows the albums and stuff
lays something mary ann cherished
till the day it costed her life

a once sharp blade , now rusty and blunted
stained with blood , tears and pain
the leather brown handle old and ragged
the shine replaced with dread and grief

a good family , caring and loving
everything she wanted , was at her reach
lucious red curls that flew around her face
she was the girl everyone envied to be

her boyfriend was a cheater , a user too
her friends all here , just to get wellknown
no one to turned to when things got rough
except for the borwn leather handled knife

the first time it happened , a night in june
she failed a test , first in her life
her friends chided her , called her dumb
while he didnt care ,told her just work harder

a kind of pleasure she never knew exsist hit her
when the cold harsh blade entered her skin
she muffled her cries , bit on her lips
as the blade re=enter her pale white skin

she started ignoring others , outcasting herself
her blade always faithfully by her side
huge colourful bangles hid her many scrs
but nothing except love could ever heal them

one cold winter night , three days before christmas
she needed a hit ,an weird urge to cut
she drag the blade across her wrist
a snowstorm brewed , too deep it went
and blood started spluting out

she thought it was okay , thought it was fine
but the blood didnt stop , oh no , it didnt
she washed it under water , applied preasure
nothing happened , she knew it was goodbye

she teared and weeped , crying so hard
she hid her knife in the old wooden box
using a marker she wrote in big letters
CHERISH LIFE FOR ME , FOR I DIDNT .

the kinfe is still there this very day
along with her things , her past , her story .
buried under ground it will remain hidden
until the day when someone cares
till the day when someone really cares .

Tuesday, May 08, 2007 7:03 PM

a shotgun marriage couple
one sixteen , one eighteen
the guy a good for nothing
the girl a drug addict

met in a club , down the street
the girl was eager , she did anything
the boy was hungey , he wanted anything
flirting lead from one thing to another

she turned pregnant , her belly heavy
his catholic background kept him guilty
he asked for her heas in marriage
she , without anyone could only agree

before the child was out
they looked like a family
he worked hard , earned money
she at home , waiting for the baby

but after the baby came , things changed
he quitted his job , hung out with friends
she went to bars , got involved in drugs again
the baby was alone , crying his lungs out

they didnt care pretended not to see
they didnt want anything to do with the baby
a cold december night , baby fell sick
they were out ther , celebrating christmas

the second day , when they checked on him
found out he was sick , hotter than the sun
they panicked , afraid a life would be lost
they sent the baby to a hospital

the doctor said he was disappointed
as the baby was sick , lack of care
her consicience kick in , broke down and cry
he could only stare in shock and fright

back at home , the air was cold
she cried without stopping , huge gulps of tears
seeing her weak , wimpering self
he could not help , but gave her a hug

they promised each other to try out this
to learn to love to forget to hate
to accept things for the time now
to become a true real family for him

she nodded his head and began to cry again
he lent her his chest which she softly accept
a warmth he dint know filled his body
for the seeds of love had planted in his heart

she cried in his chest , like a warm blanket
he was so surreal , so important .
she let her hands go round his neck
and a kiss they shared , this time filled with love


another one . my third (=

5:06 AM

Right from second grade
they were the best of friends
masy and michael
a boy and a girl

he always pulled her pigtails
she always teased his freckles
for every birthday party
they blew the candles together

dtarting of ninth grade
he was popular and famous
he had gilrs lining up
but his heart only wanted her

she became dark and gothic
a emo , labelled by others
she cut herself to ease the pain
that her family inflicted on her

everytime a girl broke her heart
she was there holding his hand
everytime her family hurted her
he was always there lending his shoulder

on day this particular night
her parents hurt her and left her home
today she was a year older
today , eveything will stop

he was on his way to her house
planned to bring her out
to celebrate thie eighteen birthday
to confess what he felt

the gun was to her head
her trembling finger on the trigger
her body shook , her heart ached
forever , she would never see him

he rung up the doorbell
three times , their secret code
she heard him from inside
the gun fell from her hand

he saw , tapped near the door
a note , stained with tears
"i am gone , hope you'll are glad
i will never again be a burden"

he bursted , he screamed no
scanning the house to find her
worried to find her lifeless body
instead he found her fragile self

slumped on the ground
tears in her eyes
the gun on the floor
the bullet attached

he move foward quietly
kicked the gun away
he gathered her in his arms
she cried into his chest

she moved her head tohis broad warm shuolder
but unlike before instead of whispering "it'll be alright"
he held his breath , calm his heart and whispered "i love you"
she cried harder , tears of joy , she whispered " i love you too"

another of my creationXD

1:28 AM

he was mean

Monday, May 07, 2007 5:13 AM

Never parted

A cycle , pattern

You and me

Dark and light

Day and night

Rise and fall

You and me

- by the toopid eediot xiiaochAelXD

2:15 AM

Saturday, May 05, 2007 6:01 AM

I HATE HIM .
THAT FUCKING PETTY EEDIOT .
THAT BASTARD WHO THINKS HE FUCKING OWNS THE WORLD
WHAT THE FUCK LARR .
I CHANGE YOUR PROBLEM IS IT .
I SAY THINGS THAT WANT MAKE YOU 'CRY' MY PROBLEM IS IT ?
HARH ? HARH ?
THAN STILL SAY WHAT DONT FRIEND , WANT SAY , SAY IN MY FACE LARR .
SMS LIKE COWARD LIKE THAT .
YOU THINK I SCARED YOU IS IT ?
SO PETTY . SO GIRLY . ALWAYS SO DIIAO .
THAN WHEN RON AND ME GO OUT WITH OUR SEC FRIENDS NEVER GO WITH YOU /
SAY WE ALL VEEY WHAT . WHAT THE FUCK L;AR .
EUU CAN GO AND GET A LIFE OR NOT ? NOT HAPPY THAN GO OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS LAR .
BLOODY FUCKER .
THAN KEEP SAY WE LIKE SO DISTANT KEEP CHANGING .
THAN WHAT ? WANT ME TO STAY MY PRIMARY 6 SELF IS IT ?
PLEASE LURH , PEOPLE CHANGE ONE OKAY .
YOU THINK EUU NEVER CHANGE ? EUU MORE PETTY THAN LAST TIME .
WE TALK TO EUU YOU SAY WE NEVER TALK TO YOU .
EVERYTHING EUU WANT TO WIN .
EUU BOY BIG DEAL ARH .
I DONT CARE LOHH .
I RATHER EUU GO RAWT IN HELL AND BURN FOR ETERNITY .
FUCK EUU , EUU HEAR MII , FUCK YOU .

now to normal things .
go cut my hair again today ....
i siia0 one HEHEE ><
no mood to post lar .
baiibaii~

Friday, May 04, 2007 7:12 AM

Thursday, May 03, 2007 8:36 PM