Saturday, March 31, 2007 11:23 PM

i am crying so hard now it hurts .
i just found out that my best EVER fren , betrayed my trust .
i cant believe that she did that ...
trust , is not something i easily give to people .
i have to really know them before i trust them with my secrets .
why ? she was my best friend . what was i to her ?
was i just a pawn in her life ? a pawn she did not need ?
a pawn , that once served its purpose , could be just discarded with a flick of her hand ?
was i ? was i ?
why did she do this to me ? i treated her like my sister . i hurt so badly now .
so badly .
life , i guess is nothing but an illusion . i shall try to forget it .
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HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL ~!!!!!